Rainbow-Puddin

2008-02-28T15:44:00.002+08:00

Hello mankind.

I was comtemplating on whether i should let the world know I've long threw this blogspot into the sea & switched to LJ 12783189273 years ago.

Bananaskins.livejournal.com

Lj comprises of locked entries so you gotta have a LJ acct & logged in to view the locked ones in case some had no idea. (:

Well, if you still tags here, i might pop by when i'm bored to check on the tags. (:

2008-01-25T01:12:00.000+08:00

After all the big hoo haa(s), bits and pieces started forming back.
Now, somethings might still be missing.
Whatsoever, it's somehow back to one word - feelings.
Yeah

2008-01-21T22:49:00.000+08:00

I already knew this day would come.
When everything turned hay wired.
When i felt this cringy feeling in my heart, those that grabs you & left you hanging on your own.

I guess there's no way things would end up as beautiful as before;
No way, would things be as perfect as it used to be.
And i guessed, it never ever came across my mind that i would be the lousiest of all.
When all along i lived in self denience of being better than those.
It wasn't you, it wasn't him. It was all upon me, yes me.
You're right.

Sensing you moving far far away, i somehow felt the same.
What's left behind are all offstrays, I know more or less, it ends this way.

2008-01-18T13:19:00.000+08:00

I can't breathe.

2008-01-17T23:19:00.000+08:00

Things can never be the same again.

Everything changes; I need you to do something for me.

Something, that would make my heart stay, just right there, for you.

Tyvm.

2008-01-12T01:19:00.000+08:00

Alright alright JT this is for you because you're such a stalker you kept coming to my blog to irritate me to update. (:

Mind boggling indeed to be updating when it was suppose to be abandoned,
i would just utter rutter some rubbish inside here to entertain people like jootze.

OKAY OKAY! Merry xmas & & & happy new year first of all.
Aug 29; last post. HAH! Now it's jan 12; how beautiful. (:

Many projects on the hold:
- EOF art exhibition.
- Production Practicum film.
- FYP.

These 3 already took up i think probably 80 years of my life finishing them up. because i'm living till 100 years old and there's still another FYP that occupys last 20 years of my pathetic life i guess. hahaha!

Everything's have been fairly great and fine, except financially.
I'm fucking jobless and nobody wants to hire me because i'm schling for the time being.
Like come on` i'm so gonna be on holiday again soon!
So i'm desperately seeking job offers and i need money, lots and lots of them if possible.

As for the so called love life affair, alright not so bad.
With the repayed company from pumpkin for late lunch and some walking around before he heads for bbq.
I'm spending almost every single day snoring and sleeping my ass off at home because i terribly seriously needed MORE beauty sleep than anything else. Even more than shopping.
Those heavy eyebags, those weak pale faces, those messy bushy upkept hair, those booze and all you know, they took 500 years old my generation life away just because i did not get to sleep much. HAHAHAHA!

Meanwhile, i ate finished my well deserved maggie mee.
So much for having supper all the time, mac.... okay okay just let the guilt eat me.
I KNOW JT MUST BE LAUGHING NOW! rar!

Oh ya yet another thing, 2 years hp contract ending in feb!
Totally cool because i could grab some good hp offers n get a new phone!
But i'm like soft and jelly over choosing which model because non interest me in all angles.
DUH! I just farted! (:

Goodnight earthlings.

2007-08-29T22:32:00.000+08:00

It's been one hella hectic week for me.
No time to ever since, blog, shop or whatsoever.
Idk where all my time ran to.

Working the ass off has always been on the list because of moolah.
I just had a look at my rainlender & wtf, it's all green. Work.
Plus, the dental appts & lower purple braces on, so much discomfort & problems in and out.
Pay a price, for beauty.

The past 3 days were zhao's bday chalet & everyone had great comfort & fun in that HUGE private bungolow just beside pasir ris park.
3 big rooms with so many beds & space for everyone.
& 2 nights of mahjong sessions were love.
Probably because, i had my beginner's luck & won for both sessions. (:
Best BBQ ever cos i ate non stop & we had everything to ourselves.
His friends came to watch tv in the living room, do nothing, starve themselves, then go home.
HAHAHAHA!
Everywhere was airconditioned. $75 for 3 happy nights! (: (:
Wangzhao was dead drunk btw, since 10pm for the first night. lol!
& we had to clear his puke of beehoon and watery shit throughout the night on the bedsheets and take care of him.
Pumpkin & i cleared up the whole lotta mess all over the house so, zhao ah zhao, pls be thankful you had us along.
HAHAHA!

I think there's a few pics we took during the stay. Shall steal from JT when i see him online.

I've got work on thurs, fri, sat and sun. That marks my whole first week of holidays.
Yeah yeah sigh.

Bye.

2007-07-24T15:27:00.000+08:00

2007-07-20T10:55:00.000+08:00

Speak teh pi-li-pi-no language. (:

Next week, i might skip arts criticism. HAHAHA!
Because i just found out i skipped twice only so far.
Besides history of arts, which is skipped 5 times already, killer. (:

I am considered early for class today.
Reached at 9.10am though. Class was suppose to be 830am.
Oh well, i always reach at 11am so this is considered EARLY. (:

hello.

2007-07-16T20:58:00.000+08:00

It's this love that never ends//

Campus superstar Shaun was so much LOVED.
Totally brought up the crowd & his performance was SO wow. (:

Came hme straight after sch today because i wanted to catch campus superstar rivaval round.
Lingzhen asked me out on our usual rountine & some shopping but, no. HAHAHA!

Been feeling really upset about something recently & it wouldnt be nice if i spill it out here.
But, just to say that, it definitely makes me feel toopsy turvy with that kinda happenings &, i am just.. sad about it.
It's that over enjoyment, the neglecgency & the dying off.
):

Btw, i've successfully posted on sgsale & learn how to do an LJ cut.
I'm dumb la. HAHAHA!
But, let's pray someone buys my stuff so i can earn some extra cash cos my financial status is kinda tight recently with so much shopping & spending.
(:

Goodnight.

2007-07-13T14:18:00.000+08:00

Torn paper shreds & peeled orange skins

I'm eating QQ strawberry rings & peppermint cadbury choco now.
Class is holla zzzt for it's arts / criticism lesson. I spell B; for boring.

Alice in wonderland was created because the author is a paedophile. wtf, LOL!
&! that's what i'm doing on today.

Campus relay later after class.

I so wanna smell Pumpkin now. I miss that dumb boy although i just saw him like.. half an hour ago.
I wanna hug and dog him. HAHAHAHA!
Yes, i like to be irritating.

Harry potter next Tues.
It was said to be not-nice and so-so only. But, still gonna catch it. (:

TIRED LIKE A BUMBLE BEE. //

\\ hur hur

2007-07-10T14:59:00.000+08:00

The square Ritter sport white choc hazelnut

(: HELLO.

Class was suppose to be quite cock & fun despite the fucked up boring faci.
But as usual she screwed it up.
It wasn't our fault.
She's not flexible. It's freaking only 2.10pm & she's making a big fuss for late presentation.
She got fuming mad & stomped out of the classroom, shooting an angry fuck face.
Okay, whatever. (:

We are still happy. HAH doesn't work.

More of yesterday. Shopping spree was BIG LOVE!
I love girlfriend.
Slippers, belt, 1 polkadot offshoulders, 1 old sch tee, black skinnies, clutch, leggings. (:
It felt great! (: (: (:

Bugis. Then, usual hangout! Jurong point macs for nuggets.
<3

Dental later.
Clark quay later.

2007-07-09T13:12:00.001+08:00

Come into my arms lil girl. I'll be your guardian angel.

I skipped school.
Slept till 1030am & intended to head school afterwhich.
But, i changed my mind and came online instead.
1. Problem statement was boring.
2. Pumpkin abandoning me.
3. Tired and shag.
4. Menses.

Voala! So that explains school is out and shopping is in.

Meeting girlfriend later at Bugis to hunt for black skinnies & vest.
Dinner too. (:
Girlfriend is the best. Eventhough boyfriends took over.
I'm bisexual. (:

Home alone = everything to myself = good.
Home alone = foodless = bad.

YUP.

10 more days & it's 10th month. It falls on Thurs.
It means, Big O day for Pumpkin. zzzt.

I'm a physchedelic jumbolistic lazibisist polkadotie. =/

Later.

2007-07-05T23:26:00.001+08:00

The blangalah dispute

I'm still sick.
Fever with body aches. Very much the same symtoms as dengue fever.
Those preeching has made me make up my mind that if i don't recover by tml after sch, i would seek a doctor for help.

Alright.
There was a blangalah fight just below my block right at the open space carpark like an hour ago.
There's 3 police cars, 1 police van and 2 ambulance.
I witness 1 of them got whack real hard on the head & he lied there, as if he was dead.
Worse of all, the opposing blangalah team continued to whack him ever after he couldn't move from the attack, lying there on the ground.
I think those who attacked fled. Except for the injured's friends.
He was being dragged from the ground like a crippled to the platform & he lied on his friend for support.

I heard my mum mentioning that block 853 is infested with alot of foreign workers recently.
All thanks to the constuctions Jurong Point there is conducting.
It used to be many. Now, it's horrendous.
Btw, i lived the next block. So it's like all surrounded.

Yup that's the summary of a much longer blangalah story.

It's dangerous at my neighbourhood.

Goodbye,

2007-07-04T00:05:00.001+08:00

Every little you

So tired.
So tired of sheding those unwanted drips.

2007-07-03T09:07:00.000+08:00

My brain is popping & it hurts

I feel sick.
Not sick in the mind of cause, but my body.
I can feel it's somehow giving way soon.
I am, turning sick.

The on and off headaches is giving me a terrible time.
Plus, I worked yesterday after school. It's tiring!
Never. Will I.
Unless, I need.

Pumpkin went missing.
He don't want me anymore! =/

Bye bye.

2007-07-02T14:29:00.000+08:00

Yan Yan chocolate sticks. Nothing

My pumpkin is not in school. He just left school because most of the classmates pon.
Alright so they are going to city hall to see the longest donut or sth.
I am so envious.

But then again, i shall be nice.
I shall stay in sch and not skipped mainly because...
IT'S FILMMING TODAY!!

&! my group is so god damn cool. (:

Oh yay presentation time.

Later.

2007-06-30T23:31:00.000+08:00

Blue blacks are the IN thing now.

I've got 2 serious blue blacks on both my right & left hands.
Thanks to the major duty of hanging up those two gigantic boxes of SO many varieties of clothes into the rack in the tiny storeroom.

But i was named the Superwoman of the store for conducting so many GREAT duties today.
HAHAHA!

I managed to hit my personal sales target & was crowned the top 10 sales personel among 13 other outlets staff. TYVM. (:
&! I have 2 diff customers writing me a THANK YOU feedback for being so patient & provided such good service. TYVM again. (:
Everything sums up to be a happy day. Eventhough it was crazily tiring.
&! i have to like take my so called lunch at 6pm instead of 4pm because i was busy serving customer.
But it all pays off at the end of the day i could say.
Well done Evon! (: (:

I've got the store's keys with me. Will be opening the store tml cos the rest needs to attend to meeting.
So that means Morning shift tml. Oh well!
Till 6pm.
Let's hope Pumpkin volunteers to meet up with me after work tml.
Then, i would be the happiest beanie on earth! Yay-ness.

(:

Will be off to bed after my hair dries up from the bath.
My feet feels sore. & my ankle somehow hurts.
Must be the nearly-falling-down chair & all the monkey business today.

Yeah.

Goodnight people.

2007-06-30T12:08:00.000+08:00

Bubble bubble, smell of rubber; Marble marble, sense the trouble

I'm all done up for work.
Make up, uniform, lunch & bath!
Now i'm just waiting for time to pass so i could leave house n head for work.

Next wed i'm not intending to work.
Because i'm so gonna spend my money shopping & feasting on good food for once. (:
And of cause, spend time with my Pumpkin! Yay-ness!

(:
(:

Our fish & Co promise is coming to reality soon, babykins!
& maybe some marina prawning which we have been wanting to!
Thanks to GST offset & my hardwork. HAHAHAHA!

Dang, now i'm reminded of so many debts i still have on hands.
50bucks 20bucks 20bucks 20bucks 20bucks. Look's like last month was Eik.

Alright alright. Off to work! The pumpkin is still snoring. IMU!

\\Loves

2007-06-29T11:06:00.000+08:00

OH SUGAR SUGAR; HONEY HONEY

Alright been 729381982312 years i updated.
Just didn't have the time to log in my blog.

Been working.
Been schooling.
Been out.

BEEN VERY BROKE. PENNILESS I SAY. ):

But, i missed sch on tues and thurs cos i overslept.
Now, pumpkin is angry with me for ever skipping so many lessons. HAHAHA!

(:
(:
(:

Later.

2007-06-14T17:22:00.000+08:00

You made this come true. Thank you.

Prawning was exceptionally fun & entertaining.
Pumpkin & I caught 11 prawns. Out of 11, many were gigantic i swear.
Bigger than those on sale in the hypermarkets. (:

And! i caught the biggest prawnie. Yay-ness to me.
It was TTTTTTTTTTTHHHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS long i think. Or more.

HAHAHA! (: (: (:

We broke our dumb lousy prawning record previously. So now, we are happy beans.
Let's go again when my payday comes! loves.

Working morning shift tml.
Work and and nothing else but but work.
Then; i see the money rolling in. heh heh.

Promiscious @ MOS last night but free parties are always a no-no.
Sho-down @ MOS tonight but i haven redemn any tics so its also a no-no.
Velvet dragon tml probably. or not.

To the babykins pumpkin boy,
i love your presence & your smell around me. ilu. (:
You're my lil treasure on a small deserted island. ILU ILU ILU. (: (: (:

Later.

2007-06-07T22:58:00.000+08:00

I see you looking at me like you already know

I'm very tired.
And, i haven blog in like 182471283721 years. (: (Days actually)
Warning: LONG ENTRY//

I've got a job.
A very fucked up one indeed. That seriously doesn't suit me & it's terribly killing me.
I scream FUCK everyday. I think of MIA-ing every minute.
I probably feel like quitting.
But one thing is stopping me. The letter M; for money.
Which i will jolly well throw my life for, now that i am penniless & feeds on bread & instant noodles for meals.

Veeko fashion Pte Ltd. (aka Wanko).
Tai tai shop. Not for me. All the fatso auntie comes in & try gazillion clothes & ended up buying just one or two. Very gooddd.

&! the dumbest thing was it is a MUST for me to scream like some idoit every few mins even when the shop is deserted: "HELLO WELCOME TO WANKO! (Yeah more than fuck off) Storewide buy 1 get 1 free (Ya that's whereby all the kiasu singaporeans come in & kpo for nth). Take a look ard! (More like scram you ah sohs)"
Pretty irritating.

&! i got screwed which i lost count, by the supervisor who is a freaking PHILIPINO for not greeting the above dumb shit. No way man!
But i did it a few times today & once very loud one because i was fucking pissed by her for pestering me. Tyvm pls get off my back.

I've got sucha ugly fugly Ah Soh uniform but i got praised by this tai tai for being the only one that wore it so nice. THANK YOU auntie. & the clothes you bought from me. (:

The aunties are *#@&!*(&# because they can try on bazillions clothes n tell you NO THANKS.
OR they can act like they are very rich but they are PENNILESS.
OR they wants everything to be on them in the shop but only wants to buy the cheapest piece.
OR they wants to hear you telling them how slim & pretty they are before they give face when obviously I AM LYING. (heard that?)
OR they asked you for millions opinion & stick with their own and shoots you back.
OR they bargain as if they are at some pasar malam or market.
So many2.

First day of work was ytd.
Let's say it was what-a-day. Because i got banged by philipino non stop. Yes just like the radio!

1. (Right when i stepped into shop, haven open mouth) EVON HAR! AIYO YOU LATE OLEDI YOU KNOW. YOU SEE LAH. FASTER FASTER!
2. (When i took to punch card) AIYOOOO! WHY NEVER WEAR SOCKS! WHY CAN LIKE THAT! (Imagine socks with black pointees. SO off!)
3. (Walked to the counter) WHY YOUR HAIR SO MESSY! WHY YOU NEVER TIE THE TURN ROUND ROUND ONE. (I argued my hair was like one finger long & puny. She insist my hair could tie into a bun. Yeah right!)
4. YOUR PANTS VERY CRAMPLED LEH! YOU NEVER IRON IS IT! WHY SO UNTIDY! AIYOOO! (Hello? i got my uniform ytd & who cares less anyway)
5. HOW COME YOU NO MAKE UP HAR! YOU KNOW HOW TO MAKE UP ONE ANOT! THEY NEVER TELL YOU MEH! (Hello? I have foundation lipstick eyeliner & mascara on. Like so disgusting already)
6. EH! NO PURPLE RUBBER BAND NEH YOU KNOW. ONLY BWACK. (Black) AIYOO! WHY ALL THE HAIR STICKING OUT! WHY SO MESSY HAR! (Shut up bitch)
7. WHY YOUR FACE ALWAYS BWACK BWACK ONE HAR! NEVER SMILE NEVER GREETING. I ONLY SEE ONE BWACK BWACK ONE NEH.
8. It was asked: 'how come no customers one har' Philipino answered: "OF CAUSE LAH! OUR DEAR EVON NEVER GREET WHAT! THAT WHY NOBODY WANT TO COME IN MAH! (Like seriously fuck off before i fuck you tyvm.)

That's about it for half a day.

They got NONSENSICAL childish short forms such as:
- TL = toilet.
- ER = Eat & rest.
- LC = Look, customers.
And, to access in the store which is one fucking squeezing room enough for one person to crab walk in, you have to SHOUT "STORE" till somebody heard it & acknowledge before you step in.
Imagine you're either like one fucking retard standing there shouting STORE non stop / one fucking retard who shouts so many times before you need to take things every few secs / you shout to yourself like a lunatic.

They didn't teach me much, but they expect me to do everything.
Bank in money; Wipe the mirrors, glass, shelfs & drawers; vacuum whole store; keep stacks of clothes there's even higher than me; etc.

Injuries / aches after 2 days of work:
1. Legs curf muscle aching & stiff.
2. Foot sole hard & sour.
3. Shoulders & neck aching & cracking.
4. A cut on my arm for stuffing 82312 clothes into one small rack.
5. Bruises on my knuckles for god knows what reasons.
6. Dirty black finger nails.
7. Facial pores opening to make up & making me even more fugly.
8. Backbone aching & in great paing for long hours of standing. (Both days 10 hours)

DEAD.
I wonder how am i gonna live in this kinda environment.
God, pls save me! tyvm.

I was suppose to meet Pumpkin. To ton & spend quality time tgt.
And he damned my spirits by turning me down.
I was asked to join Jialin Sam they all at MOS.
But my conditions doesnt permit me to step into a club & shake. My bones gonna break!

All i want is Pumkin. But i don't have it with me.
It's rather disappointing. More than anything else.

Later.

2007-06-04T04:01:00.000+08:00

Please let me smell you whenever i need

The book of love.

2007-06-04T01:58:00.001+08:00

Peek-a-tures for previous post!

2007-06-04T01:20:00.000+08:00

HELLO HOLIDAYS (:

Alright so much proclaimed. HOLIDAYS!
Yes now! (:

Too many late nights out i completely lost count of them.
All i could remember was Cafe del mar on Friday, Underground pub on Sat and Pumpkin on Sun. HAHAHA!

Friday stop:
Scream @ Cafe Del Mar was alright. Gary Cao Ge & Soda Green was performing. (:
Great concert & Martini dry love.
Famous porridge @ Chinatown. Prawn porridge for me &! totally delicious.
Rounding & sending of WangZhao home @ Serangoon gardens.
Seletar dam afterwhich. An eye-opener. (:
Prata & teh peng @ The prata house nearby.
Home at around 5am.

Saturday stop:
Sec sch gathering after gazillions years. 20 of us.
Everyone changed so much & it's been like 3 years ago thing. =/
Fish & Co. @ Park Mall &! totally mama-mia!
The bill came up to 300bucks. Heh heh.
Underground @ Opposite Paradiz Centre for drinking & KTV.
My voice nearly went off from too much lala-ing till 3am. (:
Walked all the way to somerset.
Ice cream @ Maestro Bistro all the way till 6am.
Never have there been so much talking done for so long through the whole night.
Reached home around 7am & slept at 8am. How great.

Sunday stop:
Promised Pumpkin to keep him company for his work as usual on weekends.
Woke up @ 3pm & headed for Westmall.
In the end, that lucky boy has got paid hours for free because the boss was damn hella good.
Fish slice soup with rice @ Zion road &! totally bagus.
Tv session @ Pumpkin's.
Spize @ River Valley Road with Pumpkin & Ivan. (:

So much filled & packed. It has been sucha busy weekend I haven got time to rest.
Zzzt.
Think tml i shall stay at home & get some real good rest & tv watching.

2007-06-01T15:33:00.000+08:00

I fucking hate you.

FUCK YOU, FUGLY OLD MAN.

2007-05-31T17:41:00.000+08:00

So near yet so far ; @*#&*!#&!@

Picasso trip was zzzt ytd.

Prints after prints. History after history. =/

But the afterwhich was great.

Because i met up with Pumpkin. His house is like &@#! near to tyler print institute.

And i got the enjoy the night away.

Pumpkin's mummy made dinner & i ate my share there.

Thank you auntie. Good cook. (:

& , slacked ard in his house playing with Yangyang & watching tv shows.

Went over to Spize to grab some bites & teh-session.

He went to meet Ivan & gang while i met up with Lewis for some slacking.

We ate at some cheena pok steamboat place which is so ulu.

Next stop, Mind's cafe to find Zhen & her friends.

BANTABULOUS FAB FABULOUSSSS board games session.

First hand; Monopoly; Uno stacko.

HAHAHAHA! & it was so funny playing with Marcos & Lewis i laughed till i fell onto the floor.

You bet. (: (: (:

Off to the Lan shop @ Paradiz and we walked to Cathay for nothing.

Maybe some camwhoring though. (:

We should just hang out more lah dey. (:

Peektures booed.

2007-05-30T13:05:00.000+08:00

Under the sea ; Un-ga-ga sea

I've 3 new stickers booklets. (:
Winnie the pooh (Because there's eeyore inside) ; Disney princesses (Because there's lil mermaid) ; Monokuro pigs.
Bantabulously cute & appealing. (:

Going to Picasso Vollard Suite Educational trip later @ Singapore Tyler print institute.
Kinda excited for it because it's so arty farty day. HAHA!

Holidays are here!
Duh except that friday is just one sch day & everyone's having intentions of not turning up.
HAHAHA!
I skipped school ytd. If i skip friday...
It would means Monday was my last day of sch. \/

THE WEATHER IS ARGH. Zzzt!

2007-05-29T15:13:00.000+08:00

Look up the sky ; I see you shine for me

I'm in the school's library cafe galilee now.
By myself, waiting for the king to arrive that is to say.
Pumpkin is still in class having his 3rd meeting.

Whereas for me, i gave class a miss today.
Because I slept till 9.30am.
Because I am lazy.
Because it's history of the arts.
Because I am lazy.
Because, I am lazy. (: (:

Helping Pumpkin & maybe his friend later for their PP.
Gonna edit mine later too. Then it's up for submission.
Like finally a break. =/

I miss pumpkin.
Pppumppkinnn. ):

smells.

2007-05-28T15:58:00.000+08:00

Stars bright ; Star light ; Stars stars i see tonight

Alright Creative concepts lesson just ended.
Have to wait for wangzhao & JT to finish their UT at 445pm to help them with their PP.
Mine's waiting for kenneth's que to submit for approval. (:

Val and I went down to the bookshop to grab monde pola snacks (vintage seh) because we were both mouth-itchy. HAHA!
That's half way through presentations of other teams.

Coming up 4/3 class gathering this sat.
Dinner & pubbing i guess. Been 298371u821 years i saw those ppl. =/
Picasso sch trip this wed. It clashed with ECP trip with sandra & all. Oh bother! Idk how.

Getting kinda sleepy ard here.
Pumpkin is busy with his RJ & work. ):

I miss holidays. I miss romance under moonlight. I miss those.

Goodbye.

2007-05-27T13:06:00.000+08:00

Livejournal. Livejournal not. Livejournal. Livejournal not.

I am considering switching to my LJ.
Ain't abandoning this blog though.
LJ is just.. private stuff previously. HAHAHA!

I'm all ready since 15 mins ago but that slow poke JY is still not.
We are going shopping. (:
Getting my sandals & maybe somemore others.
That rich bitch spent 100over just by shopping ytd & she ain't have enough yet.
Seriously, r-i-c-h. HAHA!

I was over at Westmall ytd to keep Pumpkin accompanied for his work.
Boring shit work he has got himself so my presence would do him good. HAHA!
He should really eat snake more often. Just like us hanging out at library instead of work. (:
I kept eating. Fat load.

Might be going on a four-couples trip to Pulau Rendung in Sep. Coolest shit ever!
Sun ; sea ; sand and love. Bantabulous combination. (: (: (:

Yay-ness JY is like finally done.
I'm off.

Love.

2007-05-24T15:28:00.000+08:00

Dance like you have never danced before (:

Zouk Mambo night last night was G-reat. (:
Just me zhen and gladys. The trio-oh-so-girls! HAHAHA!

Whiskey dry & lemonade shots. Bantastic! Yes Ban-tas-tic.
Shaking and pumpin up the high mood was woolaa.
Pumpkin fetched me afterwhich. Yay-ness & thank you very the much boy. (:

Saw both Kenneth & Johnathan @ Phuture.
Saw Jazreen & Sharon too. Been sooo longgg I've last seen them.
What a coincidence.
And i saw Kenneth just now in school too. He's complaining about phuture having sucky music.
HAHAHA! Doonzos.

Plus, i am tired. I wanna be home sleeping like a dead log peh-lis.

Later.

2007-05-23T13:55:00.000+08:00

Random

Zouk Mambo night tonight. (:
Girls, let's partaeyy!
HAHAHA!

Maybe pumpkin-ing later first.
Pumpkin, HERE I COME! =/

Meanwhile, i shall roll on my bed & find some junk food to munch on.

My PP is more or less accepted. (:
Registration next!

Bye.

2007-05-22T13:39:00.000+08:00

The sweet escape ; love

I think i need a new friend by the name of 'confidence.'

Sometimes i think i'm very much too act smart alec.
But my intentions were all suppose to be positive. Doonzos.

I WANT A BIG BEAR HUG NOW PLS. ):

btw,

HAPPPPPPYY BIRTHDAAAYY TO RRUUTTHH ytd!

Hope you enjoyed our company & the timbre trip. (:

And. of cos the presents and laughters. HAHAHA!

Droopy.
Goodbye.

2007-05-19T14:32:00.000+08:00

Idol in my eye you shall be, sweet

EVENT COMING UP!

Do show your utmost support people! (:

Would be very thankful.

Featuring: Quan Jia Fu @ House Of Rock

2007-05-19T02:08:00.000+08:00

The returns of the sleeping beauty Part VII

Haha! Alright i got woken up by the dearest JT at 1.30am.
Just to go down to fetch my lappy back from him.
It's alright. Cos i am MISS NICE. Hor jt? (:

Pumpkin is over at Daryl's because it's Winston's bday.
He was saying thank god W's gf didnt turn up.
HAHAHA!
Now i miss him.
And the 19.

HAPPY MONTHSARY YOU NUTHEAD PUMPKIN!

Best of the best & cutest of all the cutest. (:

Okay lahhh okay lahhh. I LOVE YOU!

Heh heh.

Let me smell you more pls. (:

I think i shall be off to bed once again after this post.

Because, i am getting hungry!! AH!

Goodnight people.

2007-05-16T19:11:00.000+08:00

Viceroy Menthol lights ; The one you have wanted

Paradize @ Cafe Del Mar last night.
Hella zzzt & stonage.
We got there late pass 11pm & we have got no one-on-one.
Backstage gay bar afterwhich. Coola shit. (:
Supper over @ Chinatown for famous Bah Chor Mee.

Zouk Mambo night next wed. Partaeyyy babbyy (:

Mon & Tues's UT was one of a kind.
Crap questions and terrible outcome. Oh like duh! =/

My smelly pumpkin, yes i do love you silly boy. (: (: (: (:

HAPPY BURSTDAY TO saman-THA the pan-DA. =D

Sweet Beautiful 18 dear girl.

Braces on 10th July 2007. Can't wait. YAY-NESS!!

muahahahaha!

Bye.

2007-05-15T13:09:00.000+08:00

Never wanted it to be ; This way

Dad, may you recover soon. And, may all the pain go away.

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You are all that i ever need ; You are all that makes me.
But now that it's this way ; I'm nothing but beneath.
Go away.
Leave me alone tyvm.

2007-05-12T23:14:00.000+08:00

P is for pumpkin & it's good enough for me. (:

Hello pumpkin!

Why are you stalking my blog?
You clean forgot about your boiling maggie mee. HAHAHA!
Stop pointing to my mole in the pictures lah! ):

BYE BYE YOU PUMPKIN!
Heh heh. (:

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Later.

2007-05-10T13:04:00.000+08:00

No school ; No rule ; No boo ; But you

Darn it's so warm in my room.

The weather recently is such a hot killer dey. -.-

Skipped school today although the module was alright.

Because ytd was such a tiring day that today we don't feel like going school.

HAHAHA!

Pumpkin is sleeping in the next room in my house now.

I think i'll do some blogging while he sleeps. (:

Ytd was ex-25J-ers sentosa trip.

I must say, it was good although many failed to turn up. Oh dang.

Wangzhao; JT; Fishball; Jordan; Samantha; William; Aidi; Kangwei; Evon.

The usual gang. Heh! (:

We had lazing ard, fish catching, writing on sand and cam whoring AND poker e whole day.

All thanks to the rain. HAHA!

Lost quite a lumpsum of money lah. ):

Pictures talks. (:

2007-05-06T17:57:00.000+08:00

You were never around; When we were suppose to be

I shouldn't be too nice to you.
I should have just found my pathway through.
I don't know how long it has been.
I don't remember how things turn out to be.
All i've been doing is loving you. And you, loving me.

Being in search for the truth inside.
The thick layers of eyeliner & the fancy dresses.
All i wanted to do was to find the real me.
The serenade of friends around. The comfort of always busy.
Not just with you. Not alone.
Not to be look down upon. Not to be of a disturbance.
Not with envy. Not with jealousy.
Not with any comparism. Not us but we.

Very much with freedom i seek.
I've so much gotten it but it wasn't complete.
With you with me it shall be.
With everyone else that i seriously need.
A shoulder & a comfort zone indeed.
That's totally it. I'm so gonna look for it.

Goodbye.

2007-05-05T13:36:00.000+08:00

More than words to show you feel; Just by saying i love you

It has been a lazy week.
And today is Saturday.
Waiting for Pumpkin dearest to be awake before i make plans for the day.

I've sorta found a PP target company to do on.
But, i have no clue where to begin. And, what to say.
Plus, the dateline to Mr Kenneth is this Sunday. Which is like.. TML.
Yeah freaking hell.

My chin is swollen. I think it's sensitive to the facial foam i used randomly. Wtf.
It's damn uncomfortable lah dey!

Goodday.

E24B

My fish friend, Lewis.
Spastic fishes.
Donna Burps. Fish words.Nothing like Donn.

The Banana words.

Abu warped.

And of cos, for my lil pumpkin. (:

2007-05-04T00:54:00.000+08:00

Sweet tooth; Sweet kiss; Sweet you

I think i am moving on.
Or at least, i have already taken a big step ahead.
Goodbye love.
You've been so great, let me owe you for eternity.

Arts criticism & analysis was quite fun today. Uh-huh.
Maybe it's the group mates that matters after all. HAHA!
And maybe, it's one of the least stressful faci i face. =/

I HATE TML'S MODULE. FUCKTARD YOU MR ANG MOH.
GO BACK TO YOUR HOMELAND & DRINK YOUR SMELLY BEER! ):
No more miss nice.

Waiting for pumpkin to call before i get some sleep.
Already turning 1am. That's hella tiring.

Accompanied Pumpkin to Ayer Rajar for bike inspection after sch just now.
Went home to put his bag then, we caught spiderman 3 @ Great World.
Long worthy film. Interesting climax. Disappointing & touching ending. (:
Walk ard and ate Mac before that for dinner & use com for awhile.

YEAH, I AM BROKE. TOTALLY FUCKING BROKE.
Screw myself for being a spendthrift.
Wait a min, i didn't buy anything except my skinnies.
Must be the loans. Yeah Yeah..

Gotta get cracking on my PP by this weekend.
Life's so fuck up. What's more with PP around. Yeah Yeah..

I guess i should stop ranting & yuking away before this really becomes a SUPER LOOONNNNGGGG entry. HAHAHA!

(:

Goodnight & much love.

2007-05-03T00:02:00.000+08:00

Stress i spell. I'm breaking down

I HATE PP!
It's like everyone hasn't even bother starting it and i have to because everyone in the mentor group is being asked to.
And, i've been reprimanded for being a slacker & one of the few whose name got mentioned by my facis to kenneth for being too slack or sth.
I know they meant no single bad intentions.
I know it is really for my own good to finish up with PP since i have no elective.
But, i'm still trying hard to fit into the class or more or less, handle the 'stress' & 'competitiveness' everyone is showing now.

I wished i was back in Year 1.
When everything was a 'whatever lah'.
When everyday was a not-yet-11pm-no-need-reach-sch day.
And then, all the jurong kids will only stream in tgt during 2nd meeting.
With the guys playing dota & the rest just wasting time away.
I'm just like that. AH FUCK.

By this week i have to email kenneth with the draft of my proposal which hella i haven even decide on which industry am i interested in going into in my PP.
Plus, class grades are always such a disappointment i am finding lessons a hard time.
I got criticised for my grammer, got shoot for being late, got a D for no reason/or so etc.
What's more coming up, wouldn't wanna know man.
SCHOOL = SHIT FUCK now. Yeah like totally.

I've been out these few days & i am job-less now.
NO MORE INDIAN MEN in my life & NO MORE work-sch work-sch & no life.

Been busy entertaining my 4th uncle & auntie & cousins from Msia.
Leying (My 4th uncle's niece) is so cute & she's bearly 2 years old.
She just picked up walking & only know 3 actions and speaks less than 10words.
BUT SHE'S SO XTREMELY ADORABLE i just rushed hme from sch to play with her. (:

Monday i stayed over in sch though. To slack my time off since there's no work.
With the STAs.
Alina sent us over to woodlands interchange with her car & hiak hiak thank you alina.

Tues (Labour day) was lunch with family @ Jurong Point.
Sent uncle auntie to meet cousins @ Vivocity before meeting Zhen @ Town.
Had my hair cut @ Two Way tgt & we ate @ Big O.
HAHAHA!
Had dinner with Pumpkin @ Zion Road & took a walk ard before heading hme.

Wed (Today) have to be back in sch for just half an hour (Apparently lewis & i were late) for kenneth's meeting.
About PP, as usual. Duh!
Bitched & gossiped in the canteen & went causeway to get our lappy stickers.
Town-ed to meet wangzhao & JT @ The Balcony for a drink & wz left.
Pumpkin & weiliang joined us & we poker-ed our way till the night.
I AM A BIG WINNER TONIGHT. (:
The so called dai-dee queen. Haw haw!

Oh ya. Payday was over already & i've nearly spent half of the pay since then till now.
I've like so in dead shit man. Fcuktard.

Sch is tml. BORING! YES BBBOORRIINNGG! ):

Later.

2007-04-28T01:10:00.000+08:00

Oh smelly bean Oh smelly bean pls come back to missy me

Eyes are closing & head is pounding & veins are exploding.

School and work in a day is killer shit because it's awfully tiring & energy straining duh.

Suppose to go Zouk with Sally but it was cancelled because i was too shag to go.

I would rather sleep. I'm dying of tiredness dey!

Calculated my pay of the month. Not as much as last month but satisfying because i've sch too anyway. (:

Hope it doesn't freaking exceeds & gets CPF cut. Neh`

Working again tml at 1.30pm. Boring boring i spell more boring bordism.

HAHAHA!

Kinda' hungry now. Yikes`

Some random pics at Shoonie's 2oth.

2007-04-26T09:46:00.000+08:00

I'm a lil banana. Hawhaw!

Very shag. Very tired. Very restless. Very dead.

VERY GONE WITH THE WIND.

Late for sch today. But, i get to come sch with pumpkin! (:

Ah lah! We just happen to be ard the same area and late together.

Going Mac lab later. Yeah cool shit. (:

It's kinda dumb to make the whole group go down to scan one dumb pic.

I WANNA SLEEP!!

2007-04-25T21:08:00.000+08:00

Candyman; Oh yeah! Cherry-pop; Oh yeah!

Hangover today. Olla!

This few days has been nothing but alcohol & more alcohol.

Sunday was House of Rock.

Monday was Indochine.

Tuesday was Jewel Bar.

Jewel Bar totally rock socks.

Been so long since i last drown myself in cups after cups of chivas. Great feeling.

Something unpleasant happened in between lah!

But then again, i don't really care anymore. (:

I was the only girl around because they were so last min that they came to harbourfront to fetch me after work. Tsk tsk.

Oh ya btw, work completely sucked yesterday before Jewel Bar.

What's the fucking problem with these indians there. Go to hell. =/

Anyways, i bought my lil notebook from Borders. Seriously adorable lah! (:

Like totally. YES! hahaha.

Okay this photo got me mouth-opened because i didn't know we were being taken! And even better, they added a caption of 'sleepy seniors'. HAHAHA!

The oh-so-mighty TYRA! (:

And of cos, THE WHOLE OF STA! (:

2007-04-24T15:04:00.000+08:00

SHOUT-OUT-LOUD: "FUCK!"

I don't like today's class. Although it's very much got to do with music.
SO much negative stuff gotten. So much stress around the atmosphere.
Completely sucked! tyvm.

Gonna be my team's turn to present soon.
Don't feel like explaining myself. Don't wanna score a good grade anymore.
FUCK.

Wanna go home. But, working later. Shacks!
):

):

):

):

byebye.

2007-04-23T14:53:00.000+08:00

Sun; Sun; Mr golden sun; Pls shine down on me!

This song always remind me of SamanTHA. (:
And, how we always sing tgt. Funny shit. HAHA!

Pumpkin & I gave sch a miss today.
Last night was hella tiring but all worth while.
WELL DONE, QUAN JIA FU! (:
But, there goes my History of the Arts lesson today. Oh well!

Performance QJF @ House of Rock was enjoyable & high.
I was the camera 'woman' & those 6 songs cause my arms to wobble.
Drummer boy, you rock my socks. (:

Went over to TDH's studio to chill out & they did some jammin.
Had supper @ some ulu hawker & i swear the cheena pok woman was damn dumb. She can't calculate how much was the food in total when i did it faster than her and correctly too.
So much so for having D7 for math. I think probably she got beyond F9.
HAHAHA!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHOONIE THE GIRL! (:

STAY PRETTY & OF COS, SEXY!

Hmmm. Meeting ex W24B-ers later to celebrate shoonie's bday.

Will be dining at Thai Express, then drinking @ Indochine. =/

I'M UBER BROKE LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! ):

Later.

2007-04-17T15:28:00.000+08:00

I want a big fat kiss & a smell smell hug now

Kinda misses pumpkin now.
Although he is not that far from me. Maybe it's because it's been some time since i get close to him.
Wed is a beautiful day. HAHAHA!

Art Criticism & analysis IS freaking boring.
So many art pieces. SO many different perspectives &...
SO SO many information to get into my head.
I'm so sleepy. I just want my bed. ):

GOODBYE.

2007-04-16T23:56:00.000+08:00

Freddo white choco bar is love (:

First day of school. Some new faces. Many familiar faces. (:

Met up with Jieying @ Boon lay station.

I was all so sleepy and look all so retarded but, whatever!

Saw Valerie, Lewis, Trish, Brendon, Jane, Kenneth at woodlands control station but i went ahead first to sch to meet SamanTHA.

History of the arts module. Totally new yet zzzt.

Ang moh faci with so many slang kinda classmates, i think class would become a competitive battle ground soon.

HAHAHA!

Sam and I went to meet up with W25J-ers for 1st breakout & i met up with pumpkin & the rest during the lunch break.

Everywhere i walk, definite to bump into someone i know of.

Yeah, that's how crowded sch was and how messy everything was. LOL!

Some critic and anaylse shit tml. Hope it turns out fun if not, zzzt.

Mummy is away in China for 8 days & i have to survive without her feeding for 8 days.

Had dinner with dad sis and bro. Early celebrations for dad's bday.

Working this thurs fri sat and sun. Killer man! Probably dead beat by the end of the week. AH LAH!

I think Alex is DAMN cute la. hahaha!

Gotten more pics from val & lewis so yeah. Here goes. (:

2007-04-15T23:28:00.000+08:00

OH PRETTY PLS! (:

I've hardly any spare time to be online, needless to say update my poor blog.

So, now that sch is starting tml.

New class, new faces & of cos new faci and environment, i kinda look forward to it.

BECAUSE! Valerie, Samantha, Lewis, Jane, Ahrifah, Putra are all in my class.

That's why i must say, STA ROCKS LAH! (:

STA FOP & MASS FOP ended successfully.

Have to get all the wonderful pictures from the SLs. (:

Shall not talk much bout it cos it could just go on and on without an end with so much happenings going on. hahaha!

Shall post up some pics from genting trip & camp.

2007-04-03T03:14:00.000+08:00

As shag as a doggie. HAHA!

So shagged. So tired. So sleepy. So deadd.
Currently waiting for dawn before heading for Boon Lay Shopping Centre.

GENTING TRIP 3 DAYS 2 NIGHT! (:

Pumpkin, of cause. hahaha!
Finally a proper holiday although it's to our neighbouring country.
After so many busy days and work and work & school.

Been packed with FOP & work actually. Duh!
Supposingly quitted last week but i was told to come back because they have a lack of staff.
I'm nice. So i continue working.
Oh well, or rather, for the money because genting trip has used up half of my salary. HAHA!

Mass FOP & STA FOP coming up.
Think it's gonna be a 5 day thing going on so it's gonna be yet another shagg week before sch starts.

Amazingly, and obviously happy, i happen to be in the same class as Samantha, Valarie & Lewis.
The STA group. HAHA!
And, Putra & Jane (2006 FOP group) also happen to be in my class.
So i guess, E24B gonna be kick ass with us ard. HAHA! (:

I can't sleep. Shall sleep in the coach instead tml. 6 hours journey. Oh dang! =/
And, more work schedule coming up after sch & during the weekends.
So i would be seriously busy with alot of things therefore, lesser updates.

Oh ya. Old Navy came & i received the 4 tops i ordered.
Coming up next would be threadless tees. (:

Later;

2007-03-24T00:22:00.000+08:00

Family; It doesn't stand for fat-fuck-her & mot-fuck-her i love you.

With the ability to sore one day, i won't bother staying under this rooftop.
With a stinko mouth fat woman, with a violent crazy old man.
With two unreasonable foulshit.
&, a small boy who can be rude at times.

ALL THIS IS FUCK.
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This morning was a ~~drama.~~
Thank goodness Pumpkin was ard. (:
That 'love you i am here' helped quite a ton eventhough he was all tired.

Went RP to reset my com's password. Bummer.
If not i can't get updated on my webmails of the FOP & workshops.
Rather, i didn't turn up for any of the workshops. haha!
The only person that is in my group was Jill. Couldn't find her anywhere.

Walked around Causeway Point before heading home.
Head was in a heavy mode. Blame the after-effects of being sick. =/
So i slept from 7pm till 12am. I know, i know, i'm amazing. (:

Shopping with Pumpkin ytd before going for his so called class gathering when only 3 other classmates turned up.
As usual the class always do stunts & patterns. HAHA!
We shopped ard Topshop & ate at Wisma toastbox before going Ramen Ten. (:
Bought a floral top under the persuasion of so many ppl cos all were rumbling over NICE NICE NICE. yes. hahahaha.

Mr Bean's holiday.
& well-taken care of for a day.

Smooch off.

2007-03-21T23:35:00.000+08:00

Runny nose runny nose turn ard;
spinning head spinning head upside down

Work today was alright i could say.
Maybe it's the fact that Mister PI has long been on his holiday at Bali. (I hope someone bomb him).
Everyone was being nice today.
See Jun asked me if i wanna go home earlier since i'm sick.
Farah & Sally ask after me if i am feeling alright.
They got kinda worried when they heard me saying i just vomitted twice in the toilet.
Joanna urge me to go home too if i really dont feel well.
Ash helped me with the stock stacking & ask me to punch out & leave earlier since i'm so sick.

To sum up, today is an average day with these people.
Besides the sucky fact that i puke twice & nearly fainted with the heavy headache. ):

I only ate a wee bit of mee hun kway at 2pm before i head for work & breadtake big choco chip bread during work.
Shared some with Sally. That girl was hungry. HAHA!
Sick makes me lose most of my appetite. DUH.

Off tml. Yay-ness!
Gonna make pumpkin go shopping with me again if he is willing to. HAHA!

Actually Friday was suppose to be my off day too.
But, since they really needed one more person to work, so i agreed.

I think i'm giving the workshops a miss because i'm scared that no one turns up except me. HAHA!

But nevertheless, i'm still going for FOP with samanTHA. (:

Goodnight.

2007-03-21T13:54:00.000+08:00

天使 - 五月天

你就是我的天使

保护著我的天使

从此我再没有忧伤

你就是我的天使

给我快乐的天使

甚至我学会了飞翔

飞过人间的无常

才懂爱才是宝藏

不管世界变得怎黱样

只要有你就会是天堂

像孩子依赖著肩膀

像眼泪依赖著脸庞

你就像天使一样

给我依赖

给我力量

像诗人依赖著月亮

像海豚依赖海洋

你是天使

你是我最初和最后的天堂

I will always be your guardian angel & stay by your side.

Just like how you've always been, my dearest cookie monster.

I <3 YOU.

2007-03-20T15:47:00.000+08:00

LEO, YOU SUCKED!

Damn irritated with my com cos the password expired or dunno what shit so now i can't log in to check my important webmails & i can't get update & i can't access VPN & i can't get in LEO.

WHICHMEANS, I can't find out what class i'm being posted to!
Fuck.

Anyways.....

HAPPY 6TH MONTHSARY, CUTEST PUMPKIN! (:

Yesterday was totally lovely.
Eventhough i was sick, we still manage to spend time hanging out don't we. HAHA!
Did some shopping in town & i managed to get myself a Rip Curl wallet.
Quite classy. And, pumpkin choosed it. (:
Bought a pair of earrings too. Also choosen by pumpkin. HAHA!
We are pasta mania for dinner & walked ard town before going Meridien for a drink.
Pumpkin sent me home. (: Xing ku ni le.

I'm still sick so i cancelled my job today.

2007-03-18T23:23:00.000+08:00

Eeyore goes the lil donkey;

Eeyore goes the lil doooonnnkiiieee

Sad to say, my ~~fever~~ is back to huant me.
Just when i blogged in the afternoon saying i'm getting much better, it's back here giving me a hot time.
Hur hur =/

Looks like i have to rest early tonight too so i could recover tml.
I've got a date. A promise. (:
But, we are plan-less. Zzzt.

Maybe i should do my rightful shopping tml if pumpkin allows.
Grab a wallet and a top or dress to satisfy my retail cravings. Heh heh!

Or maybe, i should just simply visit the doctor tml if i haven recover.
Cos, the ~~dumb panadols~~ are not working at all after so many days.
I could have just died of hotness if this continues. HAHA!

Try having hot breath coming out from your mouth each time you open it.
And touching yourself all over only feeling 'HOT'. =/

Goodnight & later.

2007-03-18T15:28:00.000+08:00

Chicken rice makes mouth stinks =/

Just finish taking my breakfast cum lunch. (:

Now that i'm feeling much better, my back still aches.

Probably due to the long hours of standing when working even when i'm sick.

Not much of a choice. Although i very much wanted to rest, i need the moolah.

Anyway, it's my off day today. So i shall get umpteen of rest as much as possible while i can.

Suppose to go on a shopping trip with Jieying to town today.

But, due to my sickness & aches all over the body, we postponed it.

Dang! Now i can't buy those things i've been eyeing on all this while. HAHA!

Pumpkin asked me to drop by his house to eat those prawns he caught last night at CCK.

Giving it a consideration because i scared i'm too sick to travel over.

Ate HK cafe @ Cineleisure ytd after work.

Night rider home-d after a short while of slacking. (:

Thank you, Rar Rar. (:

It's 19th tml.

Pumpkin, you promised me sth. HAHA!

Later.

2007-03-17T01:04:00.000+08:00

B-I-P-P-O the L-I-M-B-O

Uber tired & giddy now.

Down with fever & cough + terrible aches on the legs & back.
I think i'm dying soon. Seriously speaking. zzzt.

My backache is getting so unbearable i can feel my backbone breaking in any sec.
And my leg's muscle is so sour that i hardly could move them. ):

Mac for supper because i didn't eat much the whole day.
I need to take panadols so, i had to eat sth. Hur hur..

Finished work at 9pm & i took bus 65 over to pumpkin's.
Sat there at the ah neh neh area & gazed at the clouds. Only one pathetic star tonight. Hmm..
Smsed pumpkin to see if he wanna join me for awhile before he meet his friend so he came after a bath.
We saw each other for around 10mins & tada, he has to leave.

I HATE WORK!

BUT, I NEED MONEY!

&! I'VE GOT SO MANY THINGS TO BUY!):

Fucking pissed with work because Mister PI changed my schedule again!

This time round, he makes sure i work even lesser hours.

Like.. from afternoon shift to late afternoon shift.

= which means, i earn so much so much more lesser than calculated.

I hope his cruise sink tml. Or maybe some terrorists pls bomb him at Bali.

I would love you guys very much for doing so. Such a big favour. HAHA!

Goodnight.

2007-03-15T23:32:00.000+08:00

You know i want it; But you can't give

Listening to emo songs makes me more emo.

I've spent my day missing pumpkin.
I've spent my time whining & weeping to myself.
I've been sad all these while for today.

I don't know if i should be touched that we made a promise on 19th.
Or i should be worried that the plan backfired.
Or i ought to be satisfied with this promise.
Or i have to be on the waiting list to be selected.
Or maybe, i just have to wait for a week before we see each other ever again. (Most probably happening)

At times, thou don't see how beautiful those short moments can be.
Sometimes, it's this insecurity & neglectings that makes human believe.
Most of the times, thee personally find it hard to relief.
When thee finally free, all to be done is just to stare at the fallen leaves.
While thee weep in discreed.

You don't understand how unbearable all these can get.
And, even if you do, there's nth done.

I WANT MORE LOVE!
I WANT TO BE HAPPY!

duh.

but i can't. and i don't.

2007-03-15T23:11:00.000+08:00

GO AWAY! Heh heh

Alright alright i'm bored.

Pumpkin is (as usual) out with his friends to watch movie & slack.
And? I would be home stoning & wasting my time away.
Looks like it would be yet another can't-hear-from-you night.
To be honest, i am not very happy bout it.
Maybe i'm demanding. Or maybe, he is neglecting me. I don't know.
It's like, today is my finally-off-day. But, this is happening.

I HATE THIS. AND, I'M SAD.

Should have gone out with Jieying today to do some shopping & bitching.
What a wasted day. Thanks to someone who put me on aeroplane.

Plus, i've changed my blog add.
My boss stalks my blog you see. So, being already a victim, i wouldn't want him to know more.
He commented to the staff at M.W that he thought i was those quiet quiet type but i turned out to be so much more vocal.
hello like excuse me? It's just because you had an irritating fussy face i wouldn't even bother talking to you yes you, Mister PI.

Maybe, mister PI might chanced upon my new blog add & start calling me during work again to let me listen to my blog song? haha.
AH LAH! Just sack me if you want. I'm waiting! Oh well, at least before i did likewise. (:

Worse of all, that mister PI removed my rightfully deserved schedule ( that means lesser money) because he saw my blog.
That's like... WTF. -.-
Now that i'm happy that i've got an off day tml too, they called me up for work tml from 12 to 9pm. How great!

Goodnight

2007-03-13T23:15:00.000+08:00

Unsophisticated rythme; The unspoken love

I miss ~~literature~~ lesson back in MI days, somehow.

This is dedicated to the boy, pumpkin.

O thou, my lovely boy, who in thy power
Dost hold Time's fickle glass his fickle hour;
Who hast by waning grown, and therein show'st
Thy lovers withering, as thy sweet self grow'st.
If Nature, sovereign mistress over wrack,
As thou goest onwards, still will pluck thee back,
She keeps thee to this purpose, that her skill
May Time disgrace, and wretched minutes kill.
Yet fear her, O thou minion of her pleasure!
She may detain, but not still keep her treasure.
Her audit, though delayed, answered must be,
And her quietus is to render thee.

- Sonnet 126
William Shakespeare

How do I love thee?
Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candlelight.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints, I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

-Elizabeth Barrett Browning

Honey, i love you. (:

2007-03-13T20:49:00.000+08:00

Period; Something i dislike.

Hello YOU!

Gave work a miss today because the cramps were killing me together with the on off headaches.
It was a last night thing & it makes me all weak & wobbly.
Plus, the hours of sleep were so insufficient i couldn't function like a human.
So, i smsed See Jun to let her know.
There flies 50bucks for not turning up for work as planned.
Oh well.

Back to the lazy old days, i slept from 3.30am to nearly 7pm in the night before waking up for breakfast, lunch & dinner.
Had a small lil bowl of porridge before i gobbled down my wangwang senbei i bought from Esso last night with Pumpkin.

In addition;
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SEANIE!!! (:

Thanks for the wonderful invitation to your bday BBQ.
Hope you like the lil funny gift i got for you & it might eventually come useful in your room for lazy bums. HAHA!
What a pity we didn't take any pics over at Pasir Ris Park.
It was fun playing monkey ballgame together when i always end up the monkey even if i got out of it. HAHA!

+ Stalk for all you want.
Anyway, not gonna do anything bout it. So i won't change url. Read for all you want. Or maybe you are afraid i might badmouth you, just like those happening in the forum. HAHA!

Back to my stuff, i just love disturbing and irritating pumpkin!
He had a taste of it last night. Was uber funny pls.
Pumpkin, pls drink more water & take good care.
No more potato chips & maggie mee for you. Haw haw!

Old navy clothes is on the way to Singapore. (:

Goodnight.

2007-03-11T00:55:00.000+08:00

Junk jung & more dunks funks.

I'm uber tired but perhaps i shall blog before i get myself to bed.
Been eons since there was an entry coming up. HAHA!
Been working real hard lately.
Didn't have the time to actually sit down & get my fingers tipping away on the keyboard for my blog. =/

Let's see what i could recall.

I didn't get to see pumpkin ever since he came back from Bintan due to both our busy schedule.
So we make it a promise to meet up on Thurs to do some shopping & dating.
We were in town & we caught 'primeval' in the evening after having dinner at the kopitiam @ PS.
Before that i guess we were over at cineleisure trying to search for his bag.
Went for supper after movie. (Yes eating again (: )
This time round, no spize no meridien.
We headed for the old school dou jiang you tiao shop along selegie i think.
Fatabulous & marvalous place & food served. Love it! (:
Slacked awhile then cabbed home.

I've been allocated with ALL afternoon shift this whole month.
So yesterday, after work, pumpkin asked me to join him and his friends in town.
Headed over to find him & as usual, they were planless.
So they ended up just eating long john silver & sitting there teasing the LJS auntie.
Some of them went to the thai pub afterwhich. The rest of us didn't wanted to.
So pumpkin and I went to the canel to watch the clouds move by & it was a star-less night.
Cabbed home (Yes again).

Work was horrendous today. As busy as a bee yet time passes as slow as a snail pls.
Really tires ppl out. Darn!

Working tml again. There goes what a wonderful weekend. Oh man!

Goodnight.

2007-03-05T13:33:00.000+08:00

Sean's enthu about viagra & tulang

Hello YOU!

As promised, pictures from steamboat. (:

People, I'm gonna upload every single pictures took with my phone so pick them yourself & saved it. (:

Shall get from JT the fireworks video & rest.

2007-03-05T13:06:00.000+08:00

1 lil 2 lil 3 lil pumpkin. 4 lil 5 lil 6 lil nan gua.

It's 1.07pm now & unbelievable-ly i'm awake kinda early today. (:
(For, i always sleep till late afternoon / evening)

This is gonna be a really realllllllyyy long entry. Heh!

Saturday
This marks the day pumpkin is leaving for Bintan & we couldn't manage to meet on Friday night because he has been 'booked' by his friends on a nightout.
So, eventhough i have work @ 12pm this day, i woke up uber early just to meetup with him.
Cabbed to his area @ around 9.10am & we headed for breakfast / Brunch @ the old-school coffeeshop which is gonna be tore down soon.
Tried the famous laksa stall opened years way back before i was ever born & it lives up to it's name. Very delicious, very traditional.
What a pity the old lady is closing down her stall when the coffeeshop undergoes renovation & is retiring so there won't be anymore laksa from her. Hmmm...

Silliest pumpkin ever. He didn't sleep the whole night because he was afraid that he couldn't wake up on time to meet me if he ever sleeps.
So obviously, he was very very sleepy & tired so we headed back to his house & i forced him to sleep before he boards the ferry @ Tanah Merah to head for Bintan. (:
But! Still as silly as ever, he spent his time disturbing me watching tv & rolling ard in the living room instead of making full use of the time sleeping. That boy!

Bid him goodbye & went to work.
The usual stuff, the usual ppl i face. Boring & more boring.

And needless to say, at night when i put myself to bed, i missed pumpkin terribly & whines to myself till i fall asleep. RAR!

Sunday
Yet another working day. But, today i requested for the one & only morning shift throughout this whole march month.
Because... apparently i'm meeting up with W25J-ers for steamboat session @ Marina. (:
All i could say for work is, IT IS SUPER-DUPER BORING I HATE IT! Zzzt.

Fetched Jordan from marina bay station because the rest were already there @ the steamboat area.
I played such an important role you see. LOL because Jordan's hp batt died & he got strended.
Reached there & those 'kids' were busy entertaining themselves with the dumb arcade game that Jieying Zhen and I used to play @ JP's old arcade in Sec 1 & 2. HAHA!
Settled @ Chong Pang with 6 of us.
Xueli; Samantha; Jordan; JT; Sean; Evon. (:
Being hungry ppl, we had 2 tables to ourselves because we had an overload of plates of food. HAHAHA!
Jt was being all-so-mysterious & he lied to us he went to buy drinks. Instead, he went to get Kangwei over to our table. LOL!
Our dearest Kangwei back from Indonesia, and all to ourselves last night. HAHA!
The return of the PRAWN QUEEN story happened too & i was crowned. Hur hur!
Bumped into Sean's shi fu which is that MC King aka Nan Qing Xi aka DODO fishball. =x
MOST AMAZINGLY, we get to watch fireworks last night. What a good timing we had!
It marks the last day of CNY & marina is so uber near city hall we got a really good view of it.
So we were at the field / our table admiring the fireworks from the start till the end.
(And, not forgetting my poor prawns being burnt cooking because all of us were too engrossed in watching).
Took bus 400 to MRT & trained home.

Bath & seriously sleep without getting online.
It was such a tiring day with work & play but of cause, i enjoyed the play part to the utmost. (:
More to come, Sean's bday & maybe an overseas trip together. (:

Pictures will be @ the next entry cos this entry is overloaded with words. (:

2007-03-02T00:59:00.000+08:00

Hello YOU! Yes, YOU! (:

My eyelids are uber heavy now.
Work was hella tiring because of lack of manpower.
Those dumb asses bosses sacked pei fen, , kah mun, mel & jessica due dumb reasons.
Mainly they don't like the quiet quiet nerdy type or those who don't fufil their schedule often.
I wouldn't wanna be on the list next. Hur hur!

Learnt some cashiering guided by See Jun today.
Rather blur & messy about it still.
Shall practice more with Joanna tml because See Jun is OFF tml. (:
Bascially, because of their unreasonable reckless sacking of innocent staff, now they are ~~desperate~~ for ppl to work so, they scheduled me working almost everyday except for those days that i've informed them that i can't due to workshop & all.
And, amazingly i got all afternoon shift. How great! Boring! =/
Now, they are even asking me to come back and work even on my off days. Crazy!

I've calculated roughly.
If this month (March) i were to work everyday 9 hours with only 8 off days thoughout, i would roughly earned a total of $1138 or so.
Minus off 20% CPF, i would be left with around $910 or so.
so $900 + $300 + $100 = $1300 for dogg dogg. Not bad, evon. (:
There goes all my really really hard earned money.
SMIRK.

Sunday W25J-ers steamboat session i think.
Been some time we had a lil gathering i suppose. (:

Pumpkin is going Bintan again on Sat till Mon.
Meanwhile, i think i will just concentrate on my work & rest well to replenish energy. Haw Haw!
But, of cos i will miss pumpkin. No worries bout that aits. (:

Anway, don't think i'm able to have a chance to talk to pumpkin over the phone tonight cos he is still out with his friends slacking. Hmmm...

Oh ya. Today work was only at 4.30pm so i headed over to pumpkin's & we had lunch @ Zion Road.
It was raining & my jeans was all so wet. Yikes!
Back to his house after lunch & slack awhile before cabbing to work duh. Zzzt.

Goodnight people.
Misses.

2007-02-28T21:17:00.000+08:00

12 - 19 - 22 - 23 - 26 - 30

I'm finally working tml @ 4.30pm.
Time to work hard for money to buy dogg dogg again.

Saw upon this advertisement selling 6 months old schnauzer salt & pepper for just $350 & still negotiable.
Really ~~heart itchy~~ to contact the owner & buy it from him but........
Pumpkin wants a bulldog. It's not i'm against bulldog or whatsoever don't worry.
It's just that... I've like schnauzer ever since i liked dogs & this is a good purchase. (:
Anyway, the dog will be stationed at his house instead so he gets to choose the breed. Haw Haw!

Head is throbbing. What a wednesday because it was totally a sleeping & eating at home day.
Yesterday was much <3 because pumpkin & I went shopping.
In fact, ended up slacking and not buying anything. HAHAHA!
We headed for fort canning & it was yet another bad experience there.
Never.. Never would we step into there again.
The other time we had this pervertic physcho hiding in the thick bushes just a metre or so away from us when we were sitting there talking. And, that blangalah who peeped at us from behind boldly.
This time round, we had scary experiences.
He saw a black shadow guy walking from afar & i couldn't spot any.
Then, we were at the brighter spot of the building's bench when he spotted yet another forehead peeping from the walls directly in front of us after some time.
There wasn't anyone when we walked over the walls to check. Anyone who has legs & is human can't possibly get away. That's freaky fuck!
We checked on the fort canning website & it sounded real creepy when it used to be graves all over every walls & there was the battle box. (Which was where we were ytd).
Kill us & we will still never ever get our foot into there again with all the ghostly feelings.
ARGH!

Had been towning recently anyways.
The day before i caught 'Dreamgirls' with my friend.
It was a singing show but the storyline was quite touching.
Did some shopping too but didnt get myself anything still. HAHAHA!

Goodbye.

2007-02-27T00:08:00.000+08:00

Nothing more; Nothing worthwhile

Totally incredibly full of sins.
Everything seem to be going wrong. I just can't figure out the main cause.
I'm in fact, living a day by a day. And, i wouldn't know what's my upcoming retribution.
This is getting tiring.
Really, tiring me out. It's as if, i'm losing it.
FUCK.

Later.

2007-02-25T20:27:00.000+08:00

Never know; Never show

Again & again & again it happened.
I'm not left speechless, hopeless.
Just curious about myself, why again & again & time after time, i still do hope for more.

Anyway,
I've wasted a chance of working today.
There goes quite a handful of moola.

Why.

Goodbye.

2007-02-24T00:33:00.000+08:00

Bulldogs bulldogs woof woof

Alright the title was rather random i know.
HAHAHA!!

Pumpkin is going to spize then to zouk now to celebrate his friend's bday.
So i'm now at home stoning & spending some quality time with my com.
Working tml, afternoon shift so it's gonna be a long boring day once again.
Morning shift's timeslot always passes faster than afternoon ones. Everyone thinks the same.

I've got two nice tops from my favorite pushcart @ Cineleisure & a beautiful dress from pandora's box.
Thank you to that nice pig for the dress, movie and the stayover once again. (:

Biopolis is screwed because they sent me only a $29.25 cheque instead of my well-deserved $100+ cheque.
Deborah said she is sure i've worked way more than those hours so i think they are trying to do sth bout it. And, i jolly well hoped they do.

I wanna go prawning again soon. PLEASE! (:

Went down Chinatown @ 3.30pm today to get ba gua from the famous Lee Chim Guan's shop.
It was raining cats & dogs, i got drenched like some soaked chicken, Yes.
It's a really unlucky day for me today because the time was so tight & everything is not going on smoothly.
First, pumpkin slept till so late he can't accompany me to chinatown before his work.
Second, I've not enough cash to get the ba gua because of the unexpected cabbings of 50bucks ytd night. Great!
Third, the freaking fucked up bus 16's back door was spoilt and can't close so the dumb bus driver spent 237289378902183 hours trying to clean the censors & wouldn't wanna move. Everyone have to wait for umpteen years and ended up taking the next bus 16.
Fourth, pumpkin was late for work while waiting for me to arrive to pass him the ba gua for his family & the paperworks.
Fifth, the idoitic escalator towards wheelock spoilt and there was a human jam. So this retarded guy going down infront of me was crawling and i nearly sprain my ankle thanks to him.
Sixth, my head was so heavy & spinning i swear i almost died when i finally see pumpkin to pass him all the stuff including yangyang's jelly beans.

That sums up what a smooth sailing day i had hur.

My sleeping hours are upside down because i just woke up & it's almost 1am now.
Guess work tml will be another shag day. HAHAHA!

Good bye.

2007-02-20T23:34:00.000+08:00

Chocs & candies makes me dizzy

Worked today.
Really deadbeat from the long hours of standing & all.
Did a short while of pick & mix and it was utterly boring.
So i tried sneaking and pretending to go counter & i ended up being packer instead.
Time pass so much freaking faster than pick & mix. This shows how boring P&M is. Yikes!
The crowd comes and go, comes and go. And, my legs went all sour. Rar!

Had the intention of looking pumpkin up after work but then again, i've got no transport home afterwhich.
That silly thing didnt bring extra helmet & he only finishes work @ 11pm or so.
So by the time if i were to wait (Which i don't mind), i would have to cab a terribly 25bucks home.
Got home & let sis and mum try the pick & mix chocs i bought.
They were full of praise. But, it was all so fattening. Duh! -.-

Working again tml but would be a shorter shift.
Wasn't suppose to be working but i'm taking over Jiali's shift cos she has got sth on.
There there, i am afterall a nice girl lahhh. (:

Maybe i might make a trip down to Chinatown tml to get bagua for pumpkin's family.
Felt kinda bad for not visiting them ( I didn't intend to take angbaos but as a form of respect i should visit).
Anyways, I would be taking NEL after work.

Dozed off.

2007-02-20T00:30:00.000+08:00

Marshmallows squash squash

I'm lazy to bath. I'm so tired from work.

Time passes at work quite fast today. Maybe due to the oncoming never ending crowd & the packing of non stop stuff for the cashiers.

It feels so much better to pack then to do pick & mix.

Double pay today & tml. Yay-ness. A step closer to doggie dream. (:

Pumpkin went missing somehow.

I received no smses, no calls.

And, today is our 5th monthsary. In fact, it should be yesterday cos it just went pass 12am.

He didn't wish me. He didn't mention bout it. I did wish him though.

I very much sound like i'm complaining. I guess i really am.

Let's just try consoling myself. Maybe pumpkin is busy enjoying himself.

Just like yesterday. When all my calls to him sum up only a mere 5 mins i guess.

Only when it was 7+ am in the morning, then he called me back to talk a short while in between my sleeping hours.

Do let me rant. Because i might go bonkers soon if i don't.

I don't see a point in me calling either. It would be just another mere 1 min or 2. Or even shorter

perhaps. =/

I don't know what happened to the Biopolos cheque i was suppose to receive by snail mail.

Maybe that 100+ bucks got lost on the way. It would be FU*K if it happens.

No work yesterday because the shop was closed.

So i woke up after sleeping twice & went out.

Dinner @ Tiong MOS burger & movie @ JP again.

Caught 'Twins Mission'. Rated overall a fine one because they do have some funny scenes.

Cabbed home & slept like a dead log & worked again.

PUMPKIN!!! WHERE ARE YOU!!! ):

Later.

2007-02-18T14:40:00.000+08:00

Gong xi fa cai; Ang moh mei you lai

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!

Although my family can't celebrate CNY this year, we still had a lil gathering sorta.
No reunion dinner; No ang baos; Just like any normal day.
Kinda miss grandma. Hope you are resting in peace in the other world.
My uncle auntie just called this morning from Malaysia.
They are going over to gugu house to visit her. Ah/ I miss them too.

Work has been really tedious & tiring for my feet.
It's killing me, but my doggie dream keeps me going.

Amazingly, I went DXO to club after work eventhough next day im starting work @ 9am.
Look up pumpkin first @ Big O because the rest wasnt @ DXO yet.
He sent me over & i ate @ the kopitiam next to DXO first. Char Kway Teow. Hur Hur!
Live band perfomance was WOOOOSH & R&B rocked through the ladies night.
Suprisingly, i was in black polo tee & jeans & slingbag to club. Haw Haw! So last min.
Pumpkin went home after i enter DXO. Pure ladies partying for me. (:

Demin came in his car to pick us up @ 3.30am.
Dropped Jialin off @ duchess road & my house next followed by Sammy's & den Grace's.
Was a damn crazy night & been some time since i've met ppl as crazy as me. HAHAHA!
Number 5 & Number 11, right girls? HOHOHO!

Eve of new year i worked. Same rountine, but morning shift.
Freaking slept 3 hours only, i didn't know how i manage to tahan till 6pm after work.
Had abalone etc for dinner & i fell asleep for bloody 30mins when i got woken up.
My family wants to watch 'Just follow law' @ JP.
So we headed over for the 10.30pm show & only got home ard 1am. Tiring!

So, guess i'm spending today the first day of CNY getting online & watching tv shows.
Eventhough there's no ang bao giving session, dad passed me 50bucks.
Mum gave me another 50bucks. &! Candy empire gave their staff 10bucks each. (:
I still have a lil money rolling in. Not bad! Hohoho.

Later.

2007-02-16T01:13:00.000+08:00

Blank mind. Can't random for the time being.

Kinda tired & sleepy now so i can't think of any to put as title.

Chatting with pumpkin in msn now.

Was about to get done with kana kimi episode 11 and going to bed when he came online.
So now, i haven gone to bed. Zzzt.

Was suppose to go polyclinic to get my braces thing & pumpkin's leg.

But, we cancelled it because we were thinking of going only after CNY.

Besides, we also cancelled the shopping trip to get my work stuff.

Because i'm going with mum to JP instead to get them.

Advantage of going with mum? Payment all settled easily. LOL!

I've got 2 polo tees; Mondo flats; 2 tee for didi; & probably alot of new year tidbits.

Of cause, i got 5 sugar rolls home. Totally delicious cool bites. (:

Starting work @ Candy Empire tml already.

Quite excited for it at the same time, nervous.

Don't know how it would be like to work over there with crowds everyday & mostly chinese staff.

Been quite some time since i last work. Hope i can cope with the workloads. Haw Haw!

Working means lesser time spent with pumpkin & lesser time to get cosy.

But, working means earning more money which means my doggie is coming on its way. (:

YAY-ness!

Goodbye.

2007-02-15T04:20:00.000+08:00

I can show you the world on the magic carpet ride

It's 4.58am now & i shall blog while i wait for babykins to reach home.

Best Valentine's day ever thus far & i love pumpkin like there's no tml!

Everything went on so smoothly & blissfully that i could ever ask for.

Munching on fish crackers & drinking chrysanthemum tea + admiring my flower. (:
Almost completed everything on our list that we used to always wanna do but didn't have the chance to. Or maybe not we, it's me. HAHAHA!

Shall cut this real short if not i would have everything to go on and on till god knows where.

Hotdog @ River Valley. No dogs yet next batch coming in on 24th feb. Shall wait & see.

Dine @ Big O. Had Beef Stew & pumpkin ate fish & chips.

Sweet desert after which named court chocula. Thumbs up! (:

Heeren @ Orchard to walk around / change pumpkin's newurbanmale slippers' size.

Babykins bought a lil bouquet of a flower for me. Pink rose!! My fav!! LOVE YOU TO BITS!!

He wanted to get me those helium heartshaped balloons too but, we were just wondering how it would go onto the bike when we travel. So i killed his lovely idea although i love it. (:

Cineleisure @ Orchard to walk around. Really just A round. hahaha!

Prawning farmart @ Choa Chu Kang. BEST SHOT!

So totally cool to do prawning & test your patience.

Beginners are we, so we only had a few prawns caught.

But, i got my lady's luck shining cos i caught one female prawnie all by myself! Heh Heh!

Going back to prawn again in the coming up weeks. Hooray! (:

Pumpkin sent me home & we slack at my house awhile.

No words can describe how much i treasured these memories.

No words can describe how wonderful this genuine love of ours has developed into.

I wish, it would all last till. & the smile has never been wiped off from the face.

I love you pumpkin. More than anything, more than anyelse. *sniff sniff*

Peektures time.

Till then.

2007-02-14T02:42:00.000+08:00

Be my valentine; Be my love

First and foremost,

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!! <3

Last year on this day, unhappy scenes happened.

This year, i swear i won't ever let it happen on me.

Thanks for your ever so mighty patience & love.

Thanks for your ever so wonderful touching words.

Thanks for your ever so funny jokes & pranks.

So much to thank for, so much to say.

In simple words, dearest pumpkin, I love you.

HoliSTA just now. Also the first day of holiday.

Got to know more about STA & definitely trained my butt on how to tolerate long hours of sitting in a lecture theatre listening to experts speaking for hours.

Great refreshments offered & all in all, I didn't mind turning up still. (:

Yet, marking an end to semester 2 Year 1.

A beautiful ending to W25J.

Spent the last day going to Sebastian's house.

His dogs are really adorable Jessie is so obedient la.

Picked up quite a wee bit of mahjong skills. HAHAHA!

I'm tired & the cramps are killing me.

Just finish making pumpkin's valentine card and wrapping the present.

NewUrbanMale sandals & a proud-of-it self made card. HAHAHA!

Let the peektures do the talking.

Till then.

2007-02-11T00:40:00.000+08:00

Stinky hongkong foot with itchy head scalp snowflakes

Just got home. Bathing soon.

Met up with JT @ Boon lay in the noon & took train to Tampines to meet Sean & Sam.

We went Ikea Tampines because JT wanted to get sth to accessorise his room with.

So, i guess he got himself a full length mirror.

Let's hope it doesn't crack so fast due to the repeatative looking & admiring into it.

HAHAHA!!

Been on a lookout for small house breed dogs recently.

Have the intentions of getting now because it has long been intented to.

Checking out more new offers & cheaper bargains around in town because we are poor kids.

Probably after I got my salary from the job offer i managed to get today.

80% chance of working in CANDY EMPIRE!!!! (:

Heh Heh! They called me up right after i sent my resume over @ jobsDB.

The manager was uber friendly & he told me everything as if i'm starting work tml.

Will wait for the phone call for the actual working date because he needs to fit my schedule in.

Kinda excited for it. It would be @ Vivo outlet instead cos i choose it instead of millenia walk.

Let's pray. (:

Pumpkin just called & told me he bumped into lingzhen @ Cine.

She screamed his name. HAHAHA!

That silly girl. ^ ^

Brain cell killing to think of vday gifts. ABCDEFG -.-

Think i will go for sth more budget because my doggie is calling for me. LOL!

Tata.

2007-02-08T20:20:00.000+08:00

Hating all these doesn't mean i don't love you no more

MOS Hey Sugar! last night.

Retro night & everyone was grooving to the music on the dancefloor.

I didn't do much dancing probably because i was tired from the sch day.

Or maybe due to some other foreseen reasons.

Oh well.

Smoove room was playing r&b so i kinda prefer it there.

There's this bitch. She came so much later & squeezed in behind me.
So i was very much trying to make space for the ppl moving out and in the wire cage when she just keep pushing and shaking like some mad cow.

+ she was so sticky and sweaty and she keep bua-ing against me like i'm some oil paper.

So, i got real fed up & pushes her back with my ass.

That was when i became dancing like a mad cow, just to get back at her.

It added oil to fire because she didn't stopped & continue pushing me on purpose.

So, i didn't stop too. &! she couldn't stand it i guess so she got her ugly friend to change place with her so that the friend can bump me real hard.

I treated them fairly, i bumped her with my ass the way i did to the sweaty bitch.

&! Pumpkin was around so much so that they realised. So they kinda retreated. HAHAHA!

Some ~~nerd~~ came to me while i was walking by myself in the retro room upstairs.

Pumpkin was like busy entertaining himself with the round glass chair. LOL!

He opened the mouth and said: "Can i have you number?" & screened me a friendly face.

Alright so i smiled back geekily & shoke my head. HAHAHA!

Brought the gang of guys which includes:

Pumpkin; Ivan; Ethred; Victor; Sean; JT; Wangzhao,

to find lingzhen & her clique @ GMAX after entering MOS.

They had Chivas & it was a killer among them. I didn't touch much alcohol at all.
Bravo. (:

Pumpkin & the rest's eyes went kinda shot red after drinking nit.

We had mac in between over at liang court & they had beer.
Sean & JT went home without entering MOS. Hur Hur.

Walked back to MOS & enjoyed abit more before we headed to 7-11 for drinks before going home.

I couldn't sleep when i was done bathing. =/

AND, today is a sleeping day because i slept, woke up eat & slept again.

Gambit.

Waiting for the 9pm show to start so i could be self entertained for that lil while.

I'm troubled over money problems. + Vday is coming. Darn!

Later.

2007-02-07T10:16:00.000+08:00

Raindrops keep fallin on my head; Doop Doop

Science UT today.
More like Maths UT instead. Those calculations & stuff. Zzzt.

Most likely leaving after 2nd meeting with pumpkin.
The class is freezing cold & i've got no mood for serious work.
Darn. =/

MOS tonight i guess. HEY SUGAR!
But! Lingzhen will be hanging out with her friends & that would leave me the only girl.
Zzzt.
Actually, i don't feel like clubbin @ MOS tonight.
Boring & the music is zzzt indeed.

I didn't turn up for science lesson ytd.
Overslept & spend a boring afternoon in front of com playing yahoo games.
They are kinda exciting to deal with actually. LOL!
Met up with pumpkin in the evening & we had dinner @ Zion road.
Fish slice bee hoon. (:
Strolled around the area & went to the park next to zouk. Chatted awhile & bought neon worms to chew on before heading home.

Dropped dead on the bed the min i reached hme till this morning.
Still dead as a zombie. Zzzt.

GOODBYE.

2007-02-05T23:23:00.000+08:00

Whip whip, whip the cream; Gently till its seen

AH! I feel random now.

HAHAHA!

Haven had my wonder bath yet after a sch day.

I must have been the most obedient kid in RP because i didn't skip MKK's lesson.
Very amazing isnt it. hahaha!

Main reason: Pumpkin's not skipping either. Oh wells. (:

Uber freaking tired in class & was totally boring.

Played Bejewelled with Louis in MSN & stoned quite a numberfull.

My class is pathetically left with a mere 5 ppl by the time the last team is presenting.

So i left before the 6P & waited for pumpkin @ level 1.

Headed home for a good ol` rest since i have got one in eons.

HAHAHA!

Feel so much more refresh & whee-hee now. (:

I completely slept through in the train from woodlands to boon lay & on 243 too. Wonders*

HEH HEH!

Might be skipping tml.

Still considering because reasons i dont wanna skip would be sin nee's last lesson & the pizza love of class W25J & of cos, discussion of meatball's potluck party on wed.

Cool shit. In a big time dilemma. =/

Wed probably giving MOS a visit for ladies night.

HEY SUGAR party!
So thurs would most likely be a miss for lesson. BAH!

I was thinking of organising a outing for this last week of sch before everyone starts to get busy with their holidays & the upcoming year 2, we wouldnt be in the same class anymore.

Let's just see. (:

AND, I LOVE PUMPKIN.

That silly boy cracked me up spelling cold storage as 'cold stoley' on purpose.

Just like those aunties who sucked at speaking english. Eg, my mum. LOL!

Goodnight.

2007-02-04T14:50:00.000+08:00

That's the day i wanted; The fun we share

Neck aching & both side of the ass is in pain.

Some idoit stole my pillow when my mum hanged it outside the corridor for drying. WTF.

Screw you. Let me offer you money if you jolly well cant afford a pathetic pillow.

Yesterday was a super-fun-&-lovely day.

HAHAHA!

Cabbed over to pumpkin's house & waited for that slow poke to be ready for 45mins.

Haw haw! Joined Ivan, Fabian, Victor & Ethred first while waiting.

So, we headed for NLB for the 2 NDA points for the pushcarts & left shortly after.

Rode over to East Coast Park for a healthy lifestyle day. LOL!

Had BK for lunch first then all of them rented blades except for me.

I can't blade for nuts & i don't wanna look clumsy in it.

So i had a bicycle instead but it was still ABCDEFG fun. (:

Raced abit; Slacked abit; Screamed abit; Laughed and stunted.

Sweat out quite a numberfull which is good & we went to Marcus house which is nearby.

Waited for him to bath while we entertain ourselves on the TV with Room raiders & animal planet. HAHA!

Dinner was over at ECP again the seafood paradise.

Had carrot cake and BBQ chicken, watching abit of EPL. (:

THEN! I finally get to go watch aeroplanes set off @ the big grass patch which is only conveniently accessible by own vehicles.

The planes flying was like just RIGHT ABOVE our heads. So big & near. WOAH!

Good place for making out cos we saw quite a number of cars there 'alone'. HAHA!

Those damn kukus rode to OCH. Ah funny har what a 'wonderful' idea.

Totally freaked me out by surprise & i chicken out. Heard too many shit stories bout it.

Off to Pasir Ris Park & we played spinning-the-human game.

All of them ended up wanting to puke real badly from the dizzy spins which is real scary.

It was like back to childhood days.

Didn't get to play the swings though due to those idoits hogging on to them. @#&!@#!*@

Lost our way kinda at tampines while riding. HAHA!

Only managed to get out of tampines and ride back home for half an hour.

The journey back to delta was a killer. All our asses hurt and the killer wind was blowing hard against the whole body.

Everyone was shagged out.

Not home yet. Spize! (:

Pumpkin & I shared maggie goreng & had hot milo. Ethred ate nasi lemak & Ivan had pratas.

So i was out from noon 12pm and was activity packed till 3am. HAHAHA!

Complete usage of a day's & it was all so beautiful. (:

At the same time, ~~broke~~. IMAO.

Maybe might drop by pumpkin's to pass him his sweater later.

Haven got the hp casing fixed. Oh well!

Later.

2007-02-02T23:56:00.000+08:00

HELLO YOU! Talk to my hand

Decided to blog after missing for a short while.
Been really lazy and lethargic recently. RAR!

Waiting for Pumpkin to come online after his work.
MISS YOU! (:
Haw haw!

O'level results will be out on Mon.
Gambit. See me again in this year's private candidate list i suppose.
HAHAHA!

Did nothing for cognitive today because there's not a need for ppt or whatsoever.
Just talking and dicussing. Spend a meaningless day in school.
Went home after which although it's a Friday.
Was suppose to help pumpkin change some stuff at clementic.
But oh well, i overslept till 10pm and couldnt make it.

Pumpkin dated me out on Tues & we spend the evening together.
Lovely, been some time.
Met up with lingzhen with pumpkin on Thurs to get her helmet for bike lessons.
Cool staff. (:
Got pumpkin his dream helmet too. That silly nut has been eyeing it since a year ago.
Make sure you love me more. HOHOHO!

School term is coming to an end.
Yet another change of class, yet another change part and parcel to life.
Each time when the class starts to really bond, we are made to spilt.
That's so inhuman or sort.
Moving on the Year 2 i wouldnt know whats really ahead.
But i hope things would move as smoothly and not drop to a worse.
Life' so unpredictable, yet everyone is obliged to do so.

You would be nothing, without these people ard you.
A simple role shared among all, to make people's day. (:

Good weekends.

2007-01-31T14:21:00.000+08:00

Zipped that filthy mouth of yours if you didn't do anything at all fag

Class is quiet. It's only left with 9 of us out of 24.
Marvalous. hahaha!
One after another, they left because anyway sch is ending.

Class is almost over and it's only 3pm.
Satisfied with our work done today & how much the class tried to help one another.
Sometimes, it feels better with a smaller team.
Been some time since i last read books and do so much work.
HOHO!

My mind is in a blank.
Pumpkin Pumpkin Pumpkin!
(:

GOODBYE!

2007-01-30T10:27:00.000+08:00

Brushes of red paint over needle-poking back

The skin is drying.
The back is red.
Both sides itchy.
@&#^@(*#&@@#*

Soaked a river full & sagged the heavy bags.
It's gradually pulling down.
Alot of problems; Alot of rubbish. =/

Row row row the boat, gently down the stream.
Stoning, stoning, stoning, life's but a dream.
BAH!

Goodbye.

2007-01-28T22:00:00.000+08:00

Polka dot polka dot where have you been

Woolah! Spent a wonderful Sunday resting & practically, stoning.
The needle-liked pain is still behind working on me.
Can't have a good night sleep with that around.
Go away pls.

I badly miss Pumpkin like ABCDEFG.
Oh man i badly need to sniff sniff you ard.
I want a big bear hug & a hello hello from you lah babykins.

School tml and how marvalous of having MKK's lesson on a Mon.
That guy would most probably be still balding like nobody's business.
Pangsai. *smurk

PUMPKIN, WHERE ARE YOU.

later.

2007-01-28T13:28:00.000+08:00

Peel banana Peel Peel banana; Haw haw

Just realised the very last time i blogged was almost a week ago.
The habit of blogging everyday seem to be phew phew-ing away.
Or, maybe i didn't have the time to. hahaha!

Taken quite a load of pics recently.
Shall upload some then. (:

Friday stayed back in sch with some of the classmates to slack.
They dota; We watch show.
Mere spending time & bonding perhaps. hahaha!

Yesterday was love.
Sentosa & Vivo with W25J-ers.
Now, both side of my shoulder's back is in pain.
Which for god sake i dunno why because there wasn't even sun ytd due to the rain.
Or, maybe we were just too busy having fun we didn't notice. hahaha!
Volleyball; Tidbits; 'water-polo'; Monkey-ing; Soccer; Laughters.
Beautiful day spent. With beautiful ppl of cos. (:
JT fell down quite a no. of times which cracked us up.
+ Our dearest fishball friend has turned red too. Real red. haw haw!
And, the bus driver on the trip back to main island screwed us and got screwed back by us just because of the bens and jerrys ice cream some of them were holding.
Completely rudeness. Screw you, black.

Vivo City for dinner. Kopitiam-ed.
Bumped into Iggy & Bridget.
Slacked at the roof top and sang some songs.
Played zhong zhi mi ma & dared one another.
Series of unfortunate events. First it ~~rained~~, second the ~~ice cream~~ &... now, Wangzhao's hp got ~~stolen~~ because we left the place without checking if we had left anything behind.
All these sumed up the day with a balance of good and bad.
But, i believed all had fun though because we love us. (:

Life's monotonous.
But, adding life to life is precious.
Take a breather; Take a step back.
You would then realised the world can be so beautiful each and every day.

2007-01-22T10:51:00.000+08:00

Soak up the sun; Dive in the sea

Kok keong sucked like ABCDEFG.
Stop barking like it's SPCA here & shut up tyvm.
He tried forcing us to do his student survey.
Made us promise him. Alright! Promise you a terrible one. As easy as ABC.
You ask for it, bald man!

Sandy says my blog is having spiderwebs.
HAHAHA!
Okay i'm cleaning it now. HEH!

Thurs was MOS Tetiary Fling IV.
This time round, got in earlier because we have wangzhao to queue at 830. LOL!
A night of dancing and drinking. <3

Friday was sleep-whole-day.
Freaking tired & almost dead. HOHOHO!
Went over to find pumpkin in the night to pass him com's adapter.
We had spize. (:
Night it.

Saturday was town-ing.
Slept till late afternoon & went over to pumpkin's because we were suppose to go shopping.
But! Ended up spending time aimlessly with the guys at Meridien hawker watching EPL.
Intended to catch a movie but the time was screwed & it was all sold out.
So headed to Kopitiam for slackens.
They didn't wanted to go prawning. RAR! Zzzt.
Was home ard 5am. BAH!

Sunday was town-ing againnn.
Kangwei; JT; Sean; Aidi.
Watched Pan's labyrith. NICE show. Wasn't all the alien alien stuff i thought it would turn out to be.
Walk around Heeren & bumped into Shoonie & Yuki. (:

Alright i'm ranting. Goodbye.

2007-01-16T17:20:00.000+08:00

Could never have asked for more; Because you're all that i've got

Hasn't been updating regularly.

Open house & outings are love

And, of cos dearest pumpkin is love.
Still as heart-popping; Still as cute & adorable.

LOVES.

Yesterday was @ Sean's house.
BIG TIME FUN.

Xueli; Samantha; JT; Sean.

We had PS2, Badminton and dinner making. Spag with own powerful sauce. (:

Sushi coming up. Haw Haw! XD

Night was Eski Bar & Newton with W24B-ers.

Shoonie; Yuki; Pumpkin; Chris; Maki; Dara.

Rest couldn't make it last min. Zzzt.

Spize-ed twice within 10mins of break because pumpkin & I bumped into Ivan and rest after spize-ing. LOL!

Took Fabian's car home.

Let the pictures do all the talking. (:

2007-01-11T01:08:00.000+08:00

Strands of love; Plaited and twined.

My hair is still wet from the shower so i guess i shall blog a short one.
SCHOOL WAS F-U-N TODAY. (:
Seriously. So much class bonding, so much laughters & so much of sharing sessions.
We went to the zoo for enterprise lesson.
Doing on cost cutting and value added.
It's all for the fun & the spizing up of boring class lessons.
Visual learning is better than dead monotonous ppt slides.
Ain't it.

But it really tire everyone out after the trip.
Lesson started at 2.45pm & ended at 3.30pm with just a simple sharing session.
No 6P. Great!
I <3 Enterprise. Haw Haw!

Ordered one male and one female top from AE.
Hope they have it soon. Can't wait. (:

Kok keong's lesson tml.
I've decided. Wake up late means skipping.
I hate his naggings & repeatative words just like a broken down radio as if we dunno the sch rules.
But, oh well i'll definitely miss out on his mentioning of the emails we engaged in & how i demand for my rightfully-deserved grade back.
Who cares. @&#*(!@&#

I reckon i'll woke up late as usual tml. hahaha!

I have plans to save up and pay for braces instead of getting money from my mum.
At least i earn it and not be reliant i suppose.
But it will be tough.
So i guess i have to push way back the braces plans till i have earned enough to pay the first one shot 1k+. Grr.

Goodnight. <3

2007-01-09T14:39:00.000+08:00

Snipped the nails & slurped those loud

Freezing cold in the classroom.

I had my ponytail up today. Hohoho!

&! Zara white shorts is <3.
So cheap. (:

Phone bill is a killer bomb. Unaffordable 64bucks. =/

Open house next week.
Allocated to Sat and Sun slots. Heh Heh!

Later.

2007-01-07T12:32:00.000+08:00

Where'd you go; I miss you so.

Got woken up @ 11.30am by dad & sis.
Brunch was ready for me.
Dad nagged me for eating maggie for the past 3 days for dinner.
I'm saving money dude.

My expenses are going up.
I could hardly breathe.
I'm full of debts & suffocating to death soon.
Zzzt.

Biopolis haven send me my paycheque.
It's taking ages. Rar!

I've come to realisation.
It's never easy to go back to how beautiful it used to be.
Strangly; It was all strangers.

Later.

2007-01-06T10:01:00.000+08:00

Paper clips & paper slips; Flam it

Biopolis is booo.
Boring shit. &! I need to go to the ladies urgently.
Working till 1pm.
Shall head home for more sleep afterwhich.

Been coughing non-stop & it's unbearable.
Makes me restless indeed.
Hoarse voice & choked flam.

I put on weight.
Gonna cut down on quantity of food consumed & snack-less.
Mon class outing. K Box.
I don't sing anyway. hahaha!

Later.

2007-01-05T11:01:00.000+08:00

Painted the rainbow for you; Because i do

Toothache.
Puffy eyes.
Yawning syndrome.
'Overweight' worries.
Stoning face.
Weird smile.
Late for school.

That's what it's all made up of.

I've stop complaining ever since.
Not intending to do anything.
Bingo.

Goodbye.

2007-01-04T15:27:00.000+08:00

Dunk the worries; Fish out the love

Culture is shit.
MKK is big time naggy shit.
I wonder where he gets all that much saliva from.
Quiet you balding broken down radio.

Much better.
Much convincing.
But, not much just like the past.
No more.
No less.

Candles; Sparklers; Potato chips; Cakes; Sushi.
<3

2007-01-04T10:02:00.000+08:00

Old songs; Old school; Old you

I'm in school.
As usual, late.

No more 1 week.
It was yesterday night.

Bye.

2007-01-03T12:21:00.000+08:00

It's like mixed Rojak; It's pulling her down

I feel dead.
The headache and heartache is taking me away.
Far far away till neverland.
Where i faced no hurt; I faced no tears.

Undefined I say.

Bye.

2007-01-02T23:54:00.000+08:00

Broke that fragile heart; Cry that pail-filled tears

1 week.
7 days.
168 hours.
1176 minutes.
70560 seconds.

I'll cry myself to bed every night.

Goodbye.

2007-01-02T15:20:00.000+08:00

Dedicated specially to you; For our love stands strong

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when i love you
I love you, just that way.

To hear you stumble when you speak
I'll see you walk into that beat
That's when i love you
I love you, endlessly.

And when you're mad cos you lost the game
Forget i'm waiting in the rain
Baby, i love you
I love you, anyway.

Here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cos that's when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind.

The more i learn, the more i long
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when i love you
When i love you, no matter what.

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cos the movie makes you cry
That's when i love you
I love you, lil more each time.

And when you can't quite match your clothes
And when you laugh at your own joke
That's when i love you
I love you, more than you know.

And you forget that we had a date
And that when i look at you guilt when you're so unmade
Baby, i love you
I love you, anyway.

So here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me tonight
Cos that's when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind.

The more i learn, the more i long
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when i love you
When i love you, no matter what.

Ooooohh, that's when i love you.
When nothing baby, nothing you do can change my mind
The more i learn the more i long
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when i love you
When i love you, no matter what.

No matter... what.

Pumpkin boy, i love you.