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Thursday, July 20, 2006

EMBRACE ME IN YOUR ARMS; MY LOVE


I only know how to cry

im feeling really down now. in fact im fucking fucking sad sad!!!
I just wanna run up to him and hold him in my arms and tell him how much he still meant to me.
I dont want this to end. Im stubborn scold me for all you want.
Ever thought of him, every minute when im by myself, i cried. i cried terribly.
I cannot forget him. I cannot forget what he did. I cannot bring myself to hate him.
What am i doing. I HATE MYSELF!

Somehow i dont wish to open up to others who cares for me.
Cause right now i only need his concern, his care, his love.
I dont want it to fade away. I want it to stay. I wanna us to start all over.
Im willing to forgive him for whatever he does. I need to try to be strong. I just cant live without him.
Scold me loser scold me stupid. Im everything you can bring me up to be.

He doesnt want to answer my calls. He doesnt want to reply my msgs. He doesnt even wanna see me. He dont love me anymore that is all i know.

It was that girl. He told me.
I failed to keep his heart to myself. I failed my duties as a girlfriend. Im nothing bout a good-for-nothing.

11:47 AM


♥ HELLO YOU
The BIG E.
Sweet eighteen

Love conspirated & victimized
HOT & Sauce-y leftovers
Explosive & traumatizing attitude


♥ MONEY MACHINE
; Braces.
; A puppy.
; Pandora's box - Dress
; Pumps
; Gold locket necklace.
; Black skinnies
; Puma / Adidas sweater / Le Coq Sportif sweater
; IPOD Nano.
; CASH.
; Prawning.
; Papilion / Birkies
; Holiday trip with pumpkin.
; JB trip with pumpkin.
; Catch a meteor rain.
; Slim down.



♥ SUN TALK





Pasts
loves, June 2006
loves, July 2006
loves, August 2006
loves, September 2006
loves, October 2006
loves, November 2006
loves, December 2006
loves, January 2007
loves, February 2007
loves, March 2007
loves, April 2007
loves, May 2007
loves, June 2007
loves, July 2007
loves, August 2007
loves, January 2008
loves, February 2008