I only know how to cryim feeling really down now. in fact im fucking fucking sad sad!!!
I just wanna run up to him and hold him in my arms and tell him how much he still meant to me.
I dont want this to end. Im stubborn scold me for all you want.
Ever thought of him, every minute when im by myself, i cried. i cried terribly.
I cannot forget him. I cannot forget what he did. I cannot bring myself to hate him.
What am i doing. I HATE MYSELF!
Somehow i dont wish to open up to others who cares for me.
Cause right now i only need his concern, his care, his love.
I dont want it to fade away. I want it to stay. I wanna us to start all over.
Im willing to forgive him for whatever he does. I need to try to be strong. I just cant live without him.
Scold me loser scold me stupid. Im everything you can bring me up to be.
He doesnt want to answer my calls. He doesnt want to reply my msgs. He doesnt even wanna see me. He dont love me anymore that is all i know.
It was that girl. He told me.
I failed to keep his heart to myself. I failed my duties as a girlfriend. Im nothing bout a good-for-nothing.