Bananananana Rolls & Squishy things

Being random is a good thing i reckon. (:

S is for superman; D is for donald duck; E is for edoit.
That's my logic. (:

Was at NUH with my dad and sis.
We got there at 1plus to 2pm and had to wait for like freakin hours.
I was stoning and my stomach was rumbling like nobody business.
So was my sis tummy. lols.
I feel the pain for my dad for that procedure he has to go through.
That whatever wire thats goes in the asshole and pluck freakin 10 pieces of lumps from his flesh.
God damn it. Its painful.
Rushed to lunch with sis while my dad was inside the room doing the followup.
I swear i swollowed my food like a machine gun because i need to rush back to fetch him.
Bought Delifrance and a bottle of mineral water for him.
As expected, he was SUPER hungry because he didnt eat much in the morning.
He seem just like a small lil boy munching vigorously on the chicken sandwich we bought.
The crumbs and mayonaise were all over his mouth. Thats funny. hahaha. (:
Still need to pass him mineral water and give him tissue to clean up.
Cabbed home.

I took a short nap in the evening. Tired.
Watched chinese drama series after that and stoned online.

Krunk tml. AND i haven decide on what clothes i could put on.
I need more new clothes SHIT.
Its so gonna be a last minute thing to raid my warddrobe.

Goodnight and Goodbye.

Money Funny Honey Bunny

Friday morning and im up earlier than usual.
Its gonna be 12pm soon and i gotta accompany dad for checkup.
I pray that the results will be good so i dont have to worry that much.
My heart cant be at ease if this drags on.

Might meet up with Yuki later to get the records book.
Thanks Shoonie for recommanding this 'lobang' so i could earn some extra cash. (:
Spilting the work with Yuki. Need to photocopy the pages. Oh man.
Some data entry thingy. duh.

Good morning and Good day.

Sorry seem to be the hardest word

Its 10.26pm now and i just finished my Tom Yum maggie mee. GAA.

Yesterday was at starbucks at Valley Point watching Scary Movie 4 and playing Spot the Diff.
Cool place. Not bad. (:
Walked over to Spize to have dinner. 3rd time in 3 days' dinner.
Every night is prata night. hahaha.
Shoonie should stop flipping her food around looking for fishcakes and prawns. hahaha.
Next time i get the man to put more prawns for you okay. (:

Tonned next to the canel talking bout everything under the sky.
Caught the first bus to Queenstown station and went home.
DAMN HELL sleepy.
Got home at 7.30am in the morning and amazingly, the min i stepped into the house, i feel awake. hahaha.
I think im weird. hahaha. (:

Slept till 3pm and shit happened.

I dont feel like talking to you anymore; Or at least, for now.

Ate bread and went back to sleep again in the evening.
Im a hardcore sleepy. Or maybe i was just really really tired. hah.

Thurs is hospital day.
Fri is krunk party night.

Goodbye and never.

Dont wanna close my eyes

Okay i got questioned.
Usually, do i really meant what i say?
Most of the times, i dont know the answer myself.
I do say white lies, i do tried to hide feelings at times.
So.. i always contradicts myself. Fuck.

If u wanna insult me, i wont pick up ur fucking calls anymore.
Stop testing my fucking patience and blame me for any fucking shit that ever happened between us okays.
Im already over you and leave my life alone you fucker.
Call me brainless fuckhead, call me slut. Call me whatever you are happy with cos you urself is nowhere better than a shitfuck and pussy.

Thank you for your own acknowledgement.

And if you happen to read this, im telling you a word sorry most of the times might cure stuff.
BUT Mr, im telling you. when sorry is being used for every single bad thing that happened, it no longer holds any power to me anymore.

Go ahead and stalk all my friend's blog. Go ahead of say i lied.
I know what i am doing and i dont need you to teach me.
You cant even manage your own life now so dont bother manging mine cos you have no right to make me report to you everytime.
AND FREAKIN FUCKING STOP INVADING MY PRIVACY COS I HATE IT!

Thank u.
And apologies for a fucked up entry.

Im fucked up. Get it?

I dont wanna run away; Baby u're the one i need tonight; No promises

Its past midnight and im tired and sleepy.
I think i might hop into my bed when the file transfering to shoonie finishes.
Its like just half transferred. NEH NEH.

Meet up at Clementi and had lunch at Macs first.
Took bus 7 to town and shopped in Far East.
I bought an off-shoulders white top from RED 2. I had a hard time deciding black or white though. hahaha. (:
Ate waffles at Gelare!!! Thats like hell nice man. I miss waffles day with W24B.
Tropical mango flavour as usual with whipped cream and choco fudge. YUM. (:
Went wisma and shopped. Then, stoned at Food Republic.

Was at Spize for dinner. Cheese and mushroom prata is my love. (:
And ordered french fries too. hahaha.
Walked to Tiong to slack. I did the most unexpected thing i always thought i wouldnt do.
That was to play in Tiong's arcade. But count me out on those ah lians stuff.
I played Sth like Bejewelled. But its in fishes format. DAMN FUN. Childish. hahaha. (:

Train-ed home together.
Meeting my lovely tml. YAY! Town and Spize (duh again!) hahaha.

Hurry up come online lah.

Goodbye.

Say it isnt so; Im fallin

Its 11.38am now and i got home at 4am last night.
Alright i didnt waste my saturday night away this time round. hahaha. (:

Dinner at that meridien kopitiam (I clean forgot the exact name).
I ate hokkien mee. Kinda suck though. lols.
Watched EPL on the 'big screen' and chit chatted.

Headed to this building which has thousand million blue sparkling lights just like stars.
It filled the ground and it turns out oh-so-romantic. I heart. (:

Walked to Fort Canning Park and slacked.
Completed walking the whole park and there is this part whereby you get to see MOS and Clark Quay. BEAUTIFUL.
Can even hear the booming music coming out. hahaha. (:
Clear view of the whole area. But somehow i agree Mount Faber still rocks my socks. hiak hiak.

Seat down at the navy base thingy area and started chatting again.
And next to us were bushes and trees and WE HEARD WEIRD SOUNDS.
So creeped to the side and peeped in and GUESS WHAT!
(Okay its not couple making out too bad).
But.. this malay guy was digging sth inside the tall bushes in the dark.
Creepy. And lotsa blangalahs keep peeping at us. Yeah yeah i know we are pretty come on. (BYL) hahaha.
Got this teenage guy and his lil sis, urgently looking for toilet and he scared us by suddenly shouting: "IS THERE ANY TOILET HERE!".
That was so random. hahaha. (:

Oh. There is an event going on on fort canning hill.
I think its a DJ competition. The atmosphere was just like an outdoor club.
The lightings and music was great and all of them were 'ang mohs'. Cool har.

Walked back to meridien hawker there and got a drink from 'sewen elewen'.
Sent to NR5 bus stop and...... *@#&*!&#@!#*@
NR5 cancelled tonight dont know for what freakin neh neh reason.
So i had to board 174M instead. Thank god at least got 174M.
But it doesnt stop at my house stop. so i had to walk in the dark through the ulu quiet park and make my way home.

Alright rather LONG entry. Im getting naggy here.
Going Far East to shop today. (:
Later.

Read my blog for all you want

If you people wanna read my blog entries, then pls dont bother questioning them.
Leave my life alone, KPO-neh nehs.
Random.

Wednesday didnt go marina with Dara and Ruth. IM SO SORRY pretties.
Shall compensate back marina day. (:
Meet S at tiong mac and he studied while i was busy eating my time away. OK FATTENING.
Then, A-ed.

Thursday was slacking day. Official first day of holidays.
Went to friend's house and stoned my day away. Eat, played PS2, com, eat.

Friday was slacking day too.
He came to my house to play games; played pool and ate maggie; movie at night at Jurong Point.
Monster house was okay okay only. Rather lame story line becos it can never happen.
The house came alive. But the reason it does is quite 'touching'.
And, it was happy ending.

Saturday TODAY. My plan was to sleep till super duper late.
I woke up at 4pm. COOL har. hahaha (:
Currently waiting for ppl to ask me out. I hope there is. lols.

Sunday TML. Helping my friend dye hair.
asdfghjkl.

And everyday i opened my tired eyes, first thought i had was: 'i missed school'.
):

And i intend to get braces asap. Looking for a good dentist and resonable price offered.
Anyone know of any tell me. I wanna have nicer teeth. (:

Goodbye and later.

Angela: Everyday is a beautiful day.

Hahaha. Yesterday was a beautiful day. (:
B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L i meant it. hahaha.

Town with Yuki, Shoonie, Maki, Mian, Bobby and Yohani (Bobby's friend).
Had BK.
Watched Ghost Game at LIDO and it suck somehow.
Not scary and trilling enough. Lousy sound effect. Boring script line. ZZZT.
The guys were crappy. They tried to scare me and shoonie. NEH NEH. (:
It got me laughing instead.
Dara and the rest didnt turn up. ):

Went to esplanade after that.
The rest of them went home.
The scenery; the people; the atmosphere; the dark dark sky and all.
Calms me down and makes me speak out. GREAT.
Cabbed home and slept at 2.30am.

Last day of sch today. DAMN.
Im SO SO SO neh neh-ly gonna miss almost everyone in class.
I will miss...
Huggin girlHWEN dara ; shoonie's fingers; Yuki's superman; Ruth BYL-ness; Chee's bimboness;Chris's noise;Maki's lame-ness;Bobby's horniness;Guo wei's gentle-ness;Keldy's dirty brain-ness;Mian's clown acts;Joanna's guai-ness;Yue Rong's auntie-ness on and on and on.
I might even miss 'bullying' and 'gossiping'. (:

Lesser lunches, lesser meet-ups, lesser talking. GIRLS PLS DONT FORGET ME.
Quote: Bye guys. Remember to include me for any gatherings and ask me along.
Wahahaha. neh neh. RANDOM.

The flowers.














The card.

You are the reason; And i became the problem

The song "How could i live without you" keeps playing in my mind.
It holds special memories which is oh-so-beautiful and sweet.

He has been trying to win me back.
But its all too late. Really.. too late.
I dowan to see you crying anymore. Wipe away those tears and move on my dear boy.
Thanks for the flowers and changes.

On the other hand.
It was all about no promises; no committments; enjoying single life; but yet liking me.
It takes time i suppose. I shall.

I cried last night while using the com. Hah.
And he is so stupid to have come all the way in the late night to my house void deck.
And lied that he is at home. Crying alone in the dark.
All i can was just to keep him company and brought him to eat.
Swollen eyes; reddish eyes; slimmed down pale looks; messy hair; weak body.
Thats all i see. Dont make me worry pls.
Aint no longer baby girl. Be strong.

Got home at 6plus am and slept till now 3.22pm.
Need to meet shoonie and rest at 4pm at town yet im not changed not bath-ed not prepared.
DAMN. Tired.

Goodbye my love.

Tell me what am i doing

Got home late last night; Woke up at 10am today.
DAMN HELL tired. Gosh.

Went to Gek Poh Mac at 11am+ to help my friend with his project.
Suppose to be submitted by 5pm today.
So last minute. hahaha.

Couldnt find any information online so we went JW library.
Such a waste of time. Found NOTHING.

Went to Ngee Ann library to research.
In fact, we rushed like hell to everywhere.
Just like a marathon. hahaha.

Stupidly, i assume im going mac only so near my house i didnt bring charger with me.
So my laptop batt died off at NP library while i was rushing the project.
HELL damn it.
And we cant find any case study on the topic no matter how we try.

Cabbed to clementi and took train back home to take charger.
Both of us rushed to complete it. I typed freakin 2834728372 pages of words in Microsoft word.
Hahaha. My muscles aches. BLAH!

Bloody hell-ly. My desktop was reformatted by my bro and i forgot.
So we couldnt print out the 23o923892 of pages and it was like 5.30pm already. NICE.

Mum passed me money to cab back to NP with my friend. LOL.
Returned the book borrowed. Didnt manage to submit the project afterall. AND.. everything else. zzzt.
Anyhows, went clementi to have KFC for dinner.

Went Tiong Macs to slack and have a drink. (:
It was a TRAVELLING day back and fro frm place to place.
Tiring. But fun. hahaha.

Not going home tonight. Been long since i stayed out. (:

Goodbye.
Later aligator.

Today is a beautiful day

Its 2.16am now i dont know where i get my energy from to still blog.
Although my eyelids are freakin heavy and closing.

It was all beautiful. But at times; it ended up abit tense & weird.
Embarrassed.
No committments i say.

TONIGHT IS A WONDERFUL NIGHT.
GONNA BE IMPRINTED IN MY HEART.
Thanks for making the difference.

But then, i dont see what are the coming-ups after tonight.

Im super tired now. I cant think properly.
Later& Goodbye.

Beautiful and worthwhile for now

(:

Lunch was great. BEST lunch ever. hahaha. Yipee!
Tongshui cafe. -.- Opposite great world.
Walked and laughed ard in great world from shop to shop.

Meet up with shoonie and yuki after that cos shoonie is hungry.
I brought them to Tongshui cafe yeah.
Hahaha. (:

Everything ard me is wonderful now. I thank god for that.
And i thank everyone who makes my day. (:

Erm. Didnt get my watch back though. Screwed again. Whatever.

And something made me sad just now. Its about my dad.
Im going with him to collect the results in NUH on the 31st.
Pray everything will be fine. Or at least, hopes.
Cant help but be worried for him. He is my dad.
Its time i be a better daughter, a better girl.

I love you dad.

Later.

Dont know how to love; Dont wanna love anymore (:

Just woke up from sleep and its like 12pm now.
Morning shoonie smsed me and said she isnt going to sch since yuki is not.
And angela is not going anymore since shoonie is not.
My class is somehow inter-twined.
One after another you dont go then i dont go. SO together. wahahaha. (:

I skipped school today too. (:
Only ard 10 ppl turned up for class.

Going for lunch later with my friend at redhill i suppose.
But i dont know where are we eating and what are we eating. muahaha. (:

Getting back my watch from him later too i suppose.

I hope thurs night will be a great night. wahahaha. (:

Later peanuts.

If i fell in love with your smile. Tell me how am i suppose to keep it

DAMN. my whole class is like not turning up for lesson tml.
I was still thinking of going. But.. i will end up in some stupid grouping and den.. zzzt.

Let's see:
Dara
Keldy
Guo wei
Anthony
Hong mian
Bobby
Ruth
Joanna
etc etc etc etc..

Those people i go to sch for is not going, and mian and dara keep asking me to go. ARGH!

Then, i 99% not going.

But what can i do tml. I aint got any plans.

I scared if i were to continue msn-ing. IM SO GONNA BURST!
I think im just not awake yet.
Sorry.

There are reasonSSS why i didnt go. NOT reason.

Goodbye and later.

BLAH! You're such a big piece of wood block

Come on come on. Initiative pls!
Nugget banananas. NEH NEH POK.

Maths module. Difficult problem today so i decided to give it a miss.
Im home now. And going for waffles day with shoonie and the guys later. (:
Happy happy bean. Spize was cancelled due to NO overwhelming demand.

People are starting to skip school since last week i suppose.
Although i didnt attend school today, gonna go back and find shoonie and the rest.
I MISS THEM! hahaha (:

Hasnt been contacting him ever since that last moment of fireworks night.
I hope he is doing fine and we can soon be normal friends again.
And i came across this pic he took with Claudie his friend. And it says: COME ON! we are just friends. (Such a smerky way to put things). hahaha.
So i have sth against u accusing me of intimacy.

Random picture i saw in my com. The Video-day. (:

Will you still love me in the morning? Forever and ever, Babe.

You like me arhs?
u love me?
wahahahaha?
(Random)

Science faci Joyce irritates the hell outta me today.
So i decided to be mean with my words today somehow.
She keeps staring at us as if we are not listening. (Dara and i).
And it gets on ppl's nerves so much i just turned to her and said: "YES?" (Obviously with a fucked up face)
And it happens again when she accuses us of switching off in class when my laptop screen was bent down and i was being attentive.
So i answered her in a fucked up way: "Do we look like we are switched off?" and rolled my eye.
She tried to defend herself. Explaining she doesnt meant it.
I think she sensed our 'furiousness' and she tried again to clarify herself to us after class.
But.. who cares. Sch term is ending soon. Goodbye real soon.

Tennis trials today.
And i was fucking flat in my fucking SB and i didnt like it.
But i fake it off by moaning away. hahahaha. Thats kinda sick though. (:
And it went on well i suppose. Didnt join maki on the other side for ppl who knows how to play.
Cos i presume i still suck in tennis and i dont wanna malu myself.
Besides, i had dara jill and chee over at this side. (:
And someone said that my babolat racket is dunno-what-kinda brand. It's a hot brand so much better than Prince and Wilson come on. Andy Roddick yeah.
Didnt sweat much. And the girl-who-walks-machiam-kana-fuck-alot hit my head with a racket by accident. and didnt apologise. neh neh pok.

Home while the rest went to eat. Im dead beat i suppose.

Freakin UT tml. Enterprise somemore.
School term ending. I wanna hang out more with my friends pls.

Goodnight.

No honey No chance

Everything seem to be officially over.
There was a chance given. But the chance didnt work out still.
These will just remind as memories.
I have loved you before. and appreciates everything you've done.
Thanks.

And fireworks last night. The last moment.
The day was filled with arguements, bickering, awkward pauses and weird feelings.
Im sorry.
We sum up the night in the most unexpected way.

You read my blog.
You saw those screen shots.
You saw those pictures.
But i ensure you there is nth going on.
Jealous for all you want.

I dont wanna think of any other things.
I just wanna spend next week happily in school with my beloved GIRLHWENS and GUYHWENS cos class is changing soon.
I know im so gonna be sad bout it.
I will miss all. seriously. Changes; Face them. Fuck them.

Later.

Adrenalin rush

I dont remember. so nvm.
My heart came tumbling down.

I leaked out my secret. I couldnt help it at that moment.
I cant keep it suffocating inside me any longer.
I hope everything goes on as fine.

Im a fucking ugly girl no matter which angle you view me from.
I can never be pretty. Thanks god for giving me this fuck face.

And i always screw things up. ANYTHING that i need to handle.

School
Finished off early.
Shared ghost stories in class.
Attended tennis briefing.
Took some pictures.
Dozed off in train back home.

Esplanade-d last night.

Goodbye EMO fuck.

Later.

A night of HIGH-ness

Yesterday was POWERFUL. hahaha. (:
I LOVE all my lovelies in class. They rock my world.

Spize-d and KTV pub-ed.
A night of Chivas regal and love.
We screamed, shouted, jumped, laughed, shaked and bounced, HIGH-ed.
Let the pictures do the talking.

I hate science. I hate joyce

Currently in class. Damn hell bored.
I dont understand a single shit and i dont really care.
I hate science. Needless to say the bias faci.

Many a times, i felt confuse.
Many a times, i dunno the rights and wrongs.
I seem to be caught in the middle. I cant seem to decide.
I cant find the answer to many things. I wanted time to prove me wrong.
I am not sure of myself. I am not sure of the others.
Its a decision hard to be decided. Hard to be spoken.
Im nothing.

Goodbye.

Later.

Box of gifts and cross stich in a bag

Made cookies and walked over to cookie monster's house to pass him.

He lives just few blocks away from my block. That's near. (:

And we had dinner at gek poh in the evening.

Later.

Cookie monster wants to read my blog. so im now bloggin to show YOU! hahaha (:

Saw this?

Im so gonna bad mouth you.

He sleeps alot. hardcore sleeper.

He is so cute and adorable. OKAY he sees this he will be happy.

He is handsome.

He is scared of being tickled. (:

Good night Cookie monster. Muacks.

This was random. (:
Going out soon.

Kick ass girls are my lovelies

I miss dara toh, pretty shoonie, sexy chee, funny ruth and the rest of the class.
One bad thing about weekends is its hard to get everyone together out one BIG date. hahaha.
That's why i hate weekends. I LOVE my class.

I hate enterprise. FUCK. Its giving everyone a big headache with some dumb idoitic RJ question which nobody hell understands.
Giving me a hard time man.

Something made me real happy and beaming to myself just now.
It sends tickles of sweetness down my spine and i love it.
Maybe it wasnt what i thought it is. hahaha.

Happy birthday to our dearest chee chee (bimbo) and belated to Guo Wei our 'man'.
They must have felt like the most fortunate THINGS on earth. (:

And im proud of myself that so much things had happened throughout and im still alive.
I understood the meaning of what doesnt belong to you; Leave it.
I wouldnt wanna fall anymore i swear.

Sudden fetish for liking cookie cookie monster the BLUE MONSTER.

Fook

I cried. When i know i shouldnt ever do that again.
Because of MAN. That must have been the stupid-iest reason for a girl to cry.

Why? The words they say. Hate it.

Dont ask me what happened anymore. I am sick of repeating myself.

Later.

My mind is in a blank. I cant seem to think

Okay i guess im still an EMO fuck eventhough i might seem happy in school.
I do missed him quite a mountain-ful now. DAMN it.
Whatever.

And then i was stupid to send a wrong msg to him. When i am suppose to LOSE all contacts with him and get on with my freakin fucked up life.
My friends can never be with me 24hrs; Even times when i do need them they might be busy with sth i guess.
So this is where the independent and loner part came in. FCUK.

Let's see.
I met Yongxun on Sunday evening and we drank.
We got barcadis and beer from liberty market & went on the rooftop of a COOL carpark. (:
We talked alot. Pour out alot of sorrows. And then i was really tired from crying in the noon.
EMO freak.

I met my precious Zhen on monday evening and we drank.
She accompanied me to get my cheque & we shopped at Zara. I love it there. (:
Im eyeing on a top which cost like only 20 bucks. I think i tried it on that time when i went with Dara to Great World City one. hahaha.
Chilled at IndoChine Outdoor. LIVE BAND PERFORMANCE!!!
Mian and Shoonie would love it there. (:
Had Magarita strawberry (Tequila with blah blah blah) and Zhen had strawberry kiss. (Rum with blah blah blah). COOL har. (:
I told her everything and anything. And i tried to be happy. Oh well.

Im starting to drink alot recently. Maybe that is one of the ways i get things off my mind.