I used to be happy. I used to be blissed.
I need alot of push and alot of help to get back on my feet.
Late into the night, i was all alone each time.
And each time i cried, i greatly wanted to be strong once again.
I still gribbed that glims of hope in my palms thinking of miracles. I must be stupid.
Each time i gave someone a smile, deep down my heart tears and broke.
Im trying hard. But i just cant. My life is fucked up.
I lost the will to move on. I lost the wish to stand up. I lost myself. Im nothing.