I want my life backI began to cry lesser. I started giving up on myself.
I told them im gonna be strong. I lied to myself again. I cant. Im useless.
Feel for me. Every single moment my tears rolled down my cheeks for you to return.
I got drunk. I tried smoking.
I badly wanna numb myself. But.
The more i do it; the more miseries it brings to me. Leave me alone.
Let me perish in my own world and find no meaning in living on.
Fuck me.