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Saturday, July 29, 2006

EMBRACE ME IN YOUR ARMS; MY LOVE


Im fallin from the clouds

Im being such an EMO fuck today. I just dont know why.
Maybe i happen to be staying home the whole day today eventhough its saturday.
I aint got a life i know.
If lingzhen is finishing work early, she said we could hang out and chill. But i guess she is not.
And i could have asked some ppl who are free out today.
But i just didnt feel like taking the initiative to. I wanna hide in my shell.

Actually, i thought i was fine and wont cry over him anymore.
I realised i still couldnt make it till that stage whereby i could pretend we could still be good friends or whatsoever kind of relationship we are currently in.
I MISS HIM ALOT TODAY. Trust me i really do.

Maybe it was just all the PMS and EMO shit that got me tearing today on my bed.
And i asked him is he getting him a back a gf after enjoying for awhile the single feel; Or is he intending to be single all this while.
His straight reply was : ALL THIS WHILE.
So tell me; what more can i ask for on my behalf. NOTHING.

Then it made me questioned myself why am i doing all these with him. I mean we are like merely friends and friends dont dont dont do all these.
Stanley said it looks as if we are still together.
How i wish it was what he had said. But i knew it wasnt, will never be, and could never happen again.

Love me once again you ass. Dont make me love someone.

Later.

IM A FUCKING EMO FUCK WHO FUCKS ANYONE THAT FUCKS ME FOR FUCKING REASON.

10:57 PM


♥ HELLO YOU
The BIG E.
Sweet eighteen

Love conspirated & victimized
HOT & Sauce-y leftovers
Explosive & traumatizing attitude


♥ MONEY MACHINE
; Braces.
; A puppy.
; Pandora's box - Dress
; Pumps
; Gold locket necklace.
; Black skinnies
; Puma / Adidas sweater / Le Coq Sportif sweater
; IPOD Nano.
; CASH.
; Prawning.
; Papilion / Birkies
; Holiday trip with pumpkin.
; JB trip with pumpkin.
; Catch a meteor rain.
; Slim down.



♥ SUN TALK





Pasts
loves, June 2006
loves, July 2006
loves, August 2006
loves, September 2006
loves, October 2006
loves, November 2006
loves, December 2006
loves, January 2007
loves, February 2007
loves, March 2007
loves, April 2007
loves, May 2007
loves, June 2007
loves, July 2007
loves, August 2007
loves, January 2008
loves, February 2008