It wasnt a clean break up.It wasnt a clean break up. It was still filled with smses and calls.
Good ones and bad ones. It was concerns and arguments still.
Why cant i shake those stuff off. DAMN it.
But i have been trying my best; and still am doing it, to get over him and done with.
Provided.. he stops being nice. But my heart was telling me if only he could be nice.
Very contradicting right? Im not sure myself either. FUCK.
I went drinking on sat and got drunk.
I drank on sun and hanged-over.
I skipped sch on mon to meet up with him for some purposes. I know thats stupid.
I went mount faber with my girlfriend Dara toh in the evening.
Im fallin for mount faber. I LOVE cable cars. (:
I wanna someone to bring me up there again. yeah someone.
I went school today. Let's all be good girls and boys.
Staying at home by myself makes my mind wander. So i would rather not.
In school i laughed, i joked, we 'HO CHIO'. Which seems good.
Im starting to find myself back. At the same time, i think im still losing sth.
The X-factor i suppose.
Later.