My mind is in a blank. I cant seem to thinkOkay i guess im still an EMO fuck eventhough i might seem happy in school.
I do missed him quite a mountain-ful now. DAMN it.
Whatever.
And then i was stupid to send a wrong msg to him. When i am suppose to LOSE all contacts with him and get on with my freakin fucked up life.
My friends can never be with me 24hrs; Even times when i do need them they might be busy with sth i guess.
So this is where the independent and loner part came in. FCUK.
Let's see. I met Yongxun on Sunday evening and we drank.
We got barcadis and beer from liberty market & went on the rooftop of a COOL carpark. (:
We talked alot. Pour out alot of sorrows. And then i was really tired from crying in the noon.
EMO freak.
I met my precious Zhen on monday evening and we drank.
She accompanied me to get my cheque & we shopped at Zara. I love it there. (:
Im eyeing on a top which cost like only 20 bucks. I think i tried it on that time when i went with Dara to Great World City one. hahaha.
Chilled at IndoChine Outdoor. LIVE BAND PERFORMANCE!!!
Mian and Shoonie would love it there. (:
Had Magarita strawberry (Tequila with blah blah blah) and Zhen had strawberry kiss. (Rum with blah blah blah). COOL har. (:
I told her everything and anything. And i tried to be happy. Oh well.
Im starting to drink alot recently. Maybe that is one of the ways i get things off my mind.




