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Monday, November 06, 2006

EMBRACE ME IN YOUR ARMS; MY LOVE


Ah ma, i miss you

Im back in Singapore on Sunday morning.
I got to Woodlands checkpoint at 5am and only manage to reached home ard 8am. DUH!
It was super tiring and the long hours of coach journey was somehow terrible.
Was having neckache and couldnt sleep well throughout.
Partly is because i spent almost an hour thinking of my grandma and missing her.
And, another hour thinking of sth else too.
But im glad we manage to send grandma on her last journey and she would be happy to see the family getting tgt this time round.
We gave her the most grand funeral with 6 sons and a daughter, 16 internal grandchildren and countless externals ones and it totals up to 5 generations. Amazing.

She was lying peacefully in the beautiful coffin, and her ears were redish pink which resembles blissings.
And, i cried during the last day when grandma was gonna be sent off for burial.
I was tolerating my best at first, but i cant anymore when Gugu (Dad's sister) was crying so badly in front of me when we walk round grandma's coffin and send our regards for the last time. And my cousins numorous of them sobbing away with all their eyes red.
It was then, i realise how much i didnt wanted grandma to go and misses her alot as i think back how i used to play by the stream behind her old house and how my sisters and i used to bury the snails which died at the back of the house and moan for their death. HAH!
Especially when ah ma was so obedient and independent and didnt wanted anyone to worry for her when she fell down previously.
She was smiling still when i feed her medicine and asked her if it was bitter.
She said in dialect: "No No No not bitter at all. It's very sweet." But, i know it was bitter.


My love for grandma you, is never ending. Just like what everyone in the family agrees with, Ah ma, we love you and you always will live in our hearts.
It was tiring but all worth it. I slept bearly a few hours throughout the days and there was indeed alot of customs to follow.
Give me F9; And, i shall show u mine
Took O'level math paper 1 in the morning.
I could say the paper was average as usual but i just couldnt manage to remember some formulas by heart so there goes quite a no. of marks.
And, of cos, the lack of time because i didnt even realise that time was running out.
And, stupidly, didnt bring set square along so i was trying hard to draw out a lookable locus which seem quite real. LOL.
Got back to school afterwhich for maths module.
My team was great. They finished the work when i arrived for second breakout. HAHAHA!
So i spent my time slacking and had lunch.

Crazily tired and restless so i had no plans and head home for dinner and SLEEP.
Till 11.30pm. (:
And, RJ time. Zzzzt

Pwwwaattt.








































































11:53 PM


♥ HELLO YOU
The BIG E.
Sweet eighteen

Love conspirated & victimized
HOT & Sauce-y leftovers
Explosive & traumatizing attitude


♥ MONEY MACHINE
; Braces.
; A puppy.
; Pandora's box - Dress
; Pumps
; Gold locket necklace.
; Black skinnies
; Puma / Adidas sweater / Le Coq Sportif sweater
; IPOD Nano.
; CASH.
; Prawning.
; Papilion / Birkies
; Holiday trip with pumpkin.
; JB trip with pumpkin.
; Catch a meteor rain.
; Slim down.



♥ SUN TALK





Pasts
loves, June 2006
loves, July 2006
loves, August 2006
loves, September 2006
loves, October 2006
loves, November 2006
loves, December 2006
loves, January 2007
loves, February 2007
loves, March 2007
loves, April 2007
loves, May 2007
loves, June 2007
loves, July 2007
loves, August 2007
loves, January 2008
loves, February 2008