I wished things wouldn't remain the same;But better.I'm still far from being the top priority i reckon althought i see improvements.
It's saddening to realised this. But, it has all along been the truth.
I'm just pretending & living in lies.
I don't know. I just feel... sad now. Really sad. I'm honest but, so much so for being so.
I might even shed a few tears soon. ):
I know i grumble too much. I have to be understanding.
I'm making myself miserable by hiding in self-deniance.
Since it's not a matter of far or near; Then it's still the usual of you-know-what.
Alright gambit.
I'm starting to detest holidays if i really don't get myself a job soon.
I wanna work my ass off. And spend my time earning money.
At least that would be something fruitful and not wasting of time at home.
Self-entertainment over long period of time can get boring too yes.
I PRAY; Epicentre pls call me & ask me to start work soon. PLS I beg of you a million. =/
I get to keep myself occupied without stupid thoughts & earn money at the same time. Why not.
Someone, pls do date me out for the time being. I'm turning quiet. *Roar
I WANNA SHOUT OUT
LOUD &
SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!! ):