Family; It doesn't stand for fat-fuck-her & mot-fuck-her i love you.

With the ability to sore one day, i won't bother staying under this rooftop.
With a stinko mouth fat woman, with a violent crazy old man.
With two unreasonable foulshit.
&, a small boy who can be rude at times.

ALL THIS IS FUCK.
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This morning was a drama.
Thank goodness Pumpkin was ard. (:
That 'love you i am here' helped quite a ton eventhough he was all tired.

Went RP to reset my com's password. Bummer.
If not i can't get updated on my webmails of the FOP & workshops.
Rather, i didn't turn up for any of the workshops. haha!
The only person that is in my group was Jill. Couldn't find her anywhere.

Walked around Causeway Point before heading home.
Head was in a heavy mode. Blame the after-effects of being sick. =/
So i slept from 7pm till 12am. I know, i know, i'm amazing. (:

Shopping with Pumpkin ytd before going for his so called class gathering when only 3 other classmates turned up.
As usual the class always do stunts & patterns. HAHA!
We shopped ard Topshop & ate at Wisma toastbox before going Ramen Ten. (:
Bought a floral top under the persuasion of so many ppl cos all were rumbling over NICE NICE NICE. yes. hahahaha.

Mr Bean's holiday.
& well-taken care of for a day.

Smooch off.

Runny nose runny nose turn ard;
spinning head spinning head upside down

Work today was alright i could say.
Maybe it's the fact that Mister PI has long been on his holiday at Bali. (I hope someone bomb him).
Everyone was being nice today.
See Jun asked me if i wanna go home earlier since i'm sick.
Farah & Sally ask after me if i am feeling alright.
They got kinda worried when they heard me saying i just vomitted twice in the toilet.
Joanna urge me to go home too if i really dont feel well.
Ash helped me with the stock stacking & ask me to punch out & leave earlier since i'm so sick.

To sum up, today is an average day with these people.
Besides the sucky fact that i puke twice & nearly fainted with the heavy headache. ):

I only ate a wee bit of mee hun kway at 2pm before i head for work & breadtake big choco chip bread during work.
Shared some with Sally. That girl was hungry. HAHA!
Sick makes me lose most of my appetite. DUH.

Off tml. Yay-ness!
Gonna make pumpkin go shopping with me again if he is willing to. HAHA!

Actually Friday was suppose to be my off day too.
But, since they really needed one more person to work, so i agreed.

I think i'm giving the workshops a miss because i'm scared that no one turns up except me. HAHA!

But nevertheless, i'm still going for FOP with samanTHA. (:

Goodnight.

B-I-P-P-O the L-I-M-B-O

Uber tired & giddy now.

Down with fever & cough + terrible aches on the legs & back.
I think i'm dying soon. Seriously speaking. zzzt.

My backache is getting so unbearable i can feel my backbone breaking in any sec.
And my leg's muscle is so sour that i hardly could move them. ):

Mac for supper because i didn't eat much the whole day.
I need to take panadols so, i had to eat sth. Hur hur..

Finished work at 9pm & i took bus 65 over to pumpkin's.
Sat there at the ah neh neh area & gazed at the clouds. Only one pathetic star tonight. Hmm..
Smsed pumpkin to see if he wanna join me for awhile before he meet his friend so he came after a bath.
We saw each other for around 10mins & tada, he has to leave.

Goodnight.

You know i want it; But you can't give

Listening to emo songs makes me more emo.

I've spent my day missing pumpkin.
I've spent my time whining & weeping to myself.
I've been sad all these while for today.

I don't know if i should be touched that we made a promise on 19th.
Or i should be worried that the plan backfired.
Or i ought to be satisfied with this promise.
Or i have to be on the waiting list to be selected.
Or maybe, i just have to wait for a week before we see each other ever again. (Most probably happening)

At times, thou don't see how beautiful those short moments can be.
Sometimes, it's this insecurity & neglectings that makes human believe.
Most of the times, thee personally find it hard to relief.
When thee finally free, all to be done is just to stare at the fallen leaves.
While thee weep in discreed.

You don't understand how unbearable all these can get.
And, even if you do, there's nth done.

I WANT MORE LOVE!
I WANT TO BE HAPPY!

duh.

but i can't. and i don't.

GO AWAY! Heh heh

Alright alright i'm bored.

Pumpkin is (as usual) out with his friends to watch movie & slack.
And? I would be home stoning & wasting my time away.
Looks like it would be yet another can't-hear-from-you night.
To be honest, i am not very happy bout it.
Maybe i'm demanding. Or maybe, he is neglecting me. I don't know.
It's like, today is my finally-off-day. But, this is happening.

I HATE THIS. AND, I'M SAD.

Should have gone out with Jieying today to do some shopping & bitching.
What a wasted day. Thanks to someone who put me on aeroplane.

Plus, i've changed my blog add.
My boss stalks my blog you see. So, being already a victim, i wouldn't want him to know more.
He commented to the staff at M.W that he thought i was those quiet quiet type but i turned out to be so much more vocal.
hello like excuse me? It's just because you had an irritating fussy face i wouldn't even bother talking to you yes you, Mister PI.

Maybe, mister PI might chanced upon my new blog add & start calling me during work again to let me listen to my blog song? haha.
AH LAH! Just sack me if you want. I'm waiting! Oh well, at least before i did likewise. (:

Worse of all, that mister PI removed my rightfully deserved schedule ( that means lesser money) because he saw my blog.
That's like... WTF. -.-
Now that i'm happy that i've got an off day tml too, they called me up for work tml from 12 to 9pm. How great!

Goodnight

Unsophisticated rythme; The unspoken love

I miss literature lesson back in MI days, somehow.

This is dedicated to the boy, pumpkin.

O thou, my lovely boy, who in thy power
Dost hold Time's fickle glass his fickle hour;
Who hast by waning grown, and therein show'st
Thy lovers withering, as thy sweet self grow'st.
If Nature, sovereign mistress over wrack,
As thou goest onwards, still will pluck thee back,
She keeps thee to this purpose, that her skill
May Time disgrace, and wretched minutes kill.
Yet fear her, O thou minion of her pleasure!
She may detain, but not still keep her treasure.
Her audit, though delayed, answered must be,
And her quietus is to render thee.

- Sonnet 126
William Shakespeare

How do I love thee?
Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candlelight.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints, I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

-Elizabeth Barrett Browning

Honey, i love you. (:

Period; Something i dislike.

Hello YOU!

Gave work a miss today because the cramps were killing me together with the on off headaches.
It was a last night thing & it makes me all weak & wobbly.
Plus, the hours of sleep were so insufficient i couldn't function like a human.
So, i smsed See Jun to let her know.
There flies 50bucks for not turning up for work as planned.
Oh well.

Back to the lazy old days, i slept from 3.30am to nearly 7pm in the night before waking up for breakfast, lunch & dinner.
Had a small lil bowl of porridge before i gobbled down my wangwang senbei i bought from Esso last night with Pumpkin.

In addition;
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SEANIE!!! (:

Thanks for the wonderful invitation to your bday BBQ.
Hope you like the lil funny gift i got for you & it might eventually come useful in your room for lazy bums. HAHA!
What a pity we didn't take any pics over at Pasir Ris Park.
It was fun playing monkey ballgame together when i always end up the monkey even if i got out of it. HAHA!

+ Stalk for all you want.
Anyway, not gonna do anything bout it. So i won't change url. Read for all you want. Or maybe you are afraid i might badmouth you, just like those happening in the forum. HAHA!

Back to my stuff, i just love disturbing and irritating pumpkin!
He had a taste of it last night. Was uber funny pls.
Pumpkin, pls drink more water & take good care.
No more potato chips & maggie mee for you. Haw haw!

Old navy clothes is on the way to Singapore. (:

Goodnight.

Junk jung & more dunks funks.


I'm uber tired but perhaps i shall blog before i get myself to bed.
Been eons since there was an entry coming up. HAHA!
Been working real hard lately.
Didn't have the time to actually sit down & get my fingers tipping away on the keyboard for my blog. =/

Let's see what i could recall.

I didn't get to see pumpkin ever since he came back from Bintan due to both our busy schedule.
So we make it a promise to meet up on Thurs to do some shopping & dating.
We were in town & we caught 'primeval' in the evening after having dinner at the kopitiam @ PS.
Before that i guess we were over at cineleisure trying to search for his bag.
Went for supper after movie. (Yes eating again (: )
This time round, no spize no meridien.
We headed for the old school dou jiang you tiao shop along selegie i think.
Fatabulous & marvalous place & food served. Love it! (:
Slacked awhile then cabbed home.


I've been allocated with ALL afternoon shift this whole month.
So yesterday, after work, pumpkin asked me to join him and his friends in town.
Headed over to find him & as usual, they were planless.
So they ended up just eating long john silver & sitting there teasing the LJS auntie.
Some of them went to the thai pub afterwhich. The rest of us didn't wanted to.
So pumpkin and I went to the canel to watch the clouds move by & it was a star-less night.
Cabbed home (Yes again).


Work was horrendous today. As busy as a bee yet time passes as slow as a snail pls.
Really tires ppl out. Darn!


Working tml again. There goes what a wonderful weekend. Oh man!


Goodnight.

1 lil 2 lil 3 lil pumpkin. 4 lil 5 lil 6 lil nan gua.

It's 1.07pm now & unbelievable-ly i'm awake kinda early today. (:
(For, i always sleep till late afternoon / evening)

This is gonna be a really realllllllyyy long entry. Heh!

Saturday
This marks the day pumpkin is leaving for Bintan & we couldn't manage to meet on Friday night because he has been 'booked' by his friends on a nightout.
So, eventhough i have work @ 12pm this day, i woke up uber early just to meetup with him.
Cabbed to his area @ around 9.10am & we headed for breakfast / Brunch @ the old-school coffeeshop which is gonna be tore down soon.
Tried the famous laksa stall opened years way back before i was ever born & it lives up to it's name. Very delicious, very traditional.
What a pity the old lady is closing down her stall when the coffeeshop undergoes renovation & is retiring so there won't be anymore laksa from her. Hmmm...

Silliest pumpkin ever. He didn't sleep the whole night because he was afraid that he couldn't wake up on time to meet me if he ever sleeps.
So obviously, he was very very sleepy & tired so we headed back to his house & i forced him to sleep before he boards the ferry @ Tanah Merah to head for Bintan. (:
But! Still as silly as ever, he spent his time disturbing me watching tv & rolling ard in the living room instead of making full use of the time sleeping. That boy!

Bid him goodbye & went to work.
The usual stuff, the usual ppl i face. Boring & more boring.

And needless to say, at night when i put myself to bed, i missed pumpkin terribly & whines to myself till i fall asleep. RAR!

Sunday
Yet another working day. But, today i requested for the one & only morning shift throughout this whole march month.
Because... apparently i'm meeting up with W25J-ers for steamboat session @ Marina. (:
All i could say for work is, IT IS SUPER-DUPER BORING I HATE IT! Zzzt.

Fetched Jordan from marina bay station because the rest were already there @ the steamboat area.
I played such an important role you see. LOL because Jordan's hp batt died & he got strended.
Reached there & those 'kids' were busy entertaining themselves with the dumb arcade game that Jieying Zhen and I used to play @ JP's old arcade in Sec 1 & 2. HAHA!
Settled @ Chong Pang with 6 of us.
Xueli; Samantha; Jordan; JT; Sean; Evon. (:
Being hungry ppl, we had 2 tables to ourselves because we had an overload of plates of food. HAHAHA!
Jt was being all-so-mysterious & he lied to us he went to buy drinks. Instead, he went to get Kangwei over to our table. LOL!
Our dearest Kangwei back from Indonesia, and all to ourselves last night. HAHA!
The return of the PRAWN QUEEN story happened too & i was crowned. Hur hur!
Bumped into Sean's shi fu which is that MC King aka Nan Qing Xi aka DODO fishball. =x
MOST AMAZINGLY, we get to watch fireworks last night. What a good timing we had!
It marks the last day of CNY & marina is so uber near city hall we got a really good view of it.
So we were at the field / our table admiring the fireworks from the start till the end.
(And, not forgetting my poor prawns being burnt cooking because all of us were too engrossed in watching).
Took bus 400 to MRT & trained home.

Bath & seriously sleep without getting online.
It was such a tiring day with work & play but of cause, i enjoyed the play part to the utmost. (:
More to come, Sean's bday & maybe an overseas trip together. (:

Pictures will be @ the next entry cos this entry is overloaded with words. (:

Hello YOU! Yes, YOU! (:

My eyelids are uber heavy now.
Work was hella tiring because of lack of manpower.
Those dumb asses bosses sacked pei fen, , kah mun, mel & jessica due dumb reasons.
Mainly they don't like the quiet quiet nerdy type or those who don't fufil their schedule often.
I wouldn't wanna be on the list next. Hur hur!

Learnt some cashiering guided by See Jun today.
Rather blur & messy about it still.
Shall practice more with Joanna tml because See Jun is OFF tml. (:
Bascially, because of their unreasonable reckless sacking of innocent staff, now they are desperate for ppl to work so, they scheduled me working almost everyday except for those days that i've informed them that i can't due to workshop & all.
And, amazingly i got all afternoon shift. How great! Boring! =/
Now, they are even asking me to come back and work even on my off days. Crazy!

I've calculated roughly.
If this month (March) i were to work everyday 9 hours with only 8 off days thoughout, i would roughly earned a total of $1138 or so.
Minus off 20% CPF, i would be left with around $910 or so.
so $900 + $300 + $100 = $1300 for dogg dogg. Not bad, evon. (:
There goes all my really really hard earned money.
SMIRK.

Sunday W25J-ers steamboat session i think.
Been some time we had a lil gathering i suppose. (:

Pumpkin is going Bintan again on Sat till Mon.
Meanwhile, i think i will just concentrate on my work & rest well to replenish energy. Haw Haw!
But, of cos i will miss pumpkin. No worries bout that aits. (:

Anway, don't think i'm able to have a chance to talk to pumpkin over the phone tonight cos he is still out with his friends slacking. Hmmm...

Oh ya. Today work was only at 4.30pm so i headed over to pumpkin's & we had lunch @ Zion Road.
It was raining & my jeans was all so wet. Yikes!
Back to his house after lunch & slack awhile before cabbing to work duh. Zzzt.

Goodnight people.
Misses.