You know i want it; But you can't giveListening to emo songs makes me more emo.
I've spent my day missing pumpkin.
I've spent my time whining & weeping to myself.
I've been sad all these while for today.
I don't know if i should be touched that we made a promise on 19th.
Or i should be worried that the plan backfired.
Or i ought to be satisfied with this promise.
Or i have to be on the waiting list to be selected.
Or maybe, i just have to wait for a week before we see each other ever again. (Most probably happening)
At times, thou don't see how beautiful those short moments can be.Sometimes, it's this insecurity & neglectings that makes human believe.Most of the times, thee personally find it hard to relief.When thee finally free, all to be done is just to stare at the fallen leaves.While thee weep in discreed.You don't understand how unbearable all these can get.And, even if you do, there's nth done.
I WANT MORE LOVE!
I WANT TO BE HAPPY!
duh.but i can't. and i don't.